Staying at home everyday and finally its your special day but no one there to celebrate with you, know wad is the feeling like? HELLISH!

In addition, you haven gotten over with the feeling, a friend of yours plan a big birthday bash for another person, guess wad is the feeling again? HELLISH! plus the HATRED!

All these feelings adding the loneliness. Guess wad. Emotion breakdown. Waiting for this to come.

Seriously i cant take it anymore.

Signing off,
Vincent