Sleeping Disorder

I think i am suffering from a serious case of sleeping disorder.. cant seem to go to dream world this few days.. have to turn here and turn there for dunno how long den off to there.. sometimes worst.. slp, wake up, slp, wake up.. WA!! cant tahan.. Is there a way to cure this.. or i should make myself super tired den go to bed immediately.. GRRR..

Side track.. There is this cockroach in my kitchen.. It comes on at the same time everyday and always comes from the same place.. i ask my maid to try to kill it.. but i think the hole tt it "lives" is deep.. lol.. Janet ask me to go and make friend with it.. lol.. imagine.. Me going up to a cockroach.. squad down, saying this : "Hi there, my name is Vincent. What's yours. Pls to meet you." LOL.. maybe it will reply(too much cartoons).. haha.. or it will transform into some robots(too much transformers)..

Veri saddening lor.. kanna shoot tt i everyday ask start off a conversation with the same things.. cannot help it ma.. cant think of new ways when my mind is full of other things.. Anyway.. I will COME OUT with sth new.. SERIOUS!!

Signing off,
Vincent

NEWater

Yesterday there was this field trip to NEWater plant.. lol.. All of the year 3 that are studying have to go.. At first i thought the plant will be at somewhere ard Tuas.. but was wrong, it is actually just beside Expo.. lol.. And the bus.. most interesting bus ever.. Its a aircon bus, but i am actually sweating inside the bus.. NO, the air con isnt spoil.. lol..




Reach the plant.. 1st thing is the out look.. seems nice.. and the water fountain is veri nice too.. lol... As we step into the plant.. typically unsure of what are we waiting for until someone give some instructions which most ppl cant hear.. We climb up a fleet of stairs and saw one counter saying 5 million bottles.. At this point, i ask Kor Kor this.. Do they count the bottles on how much they given out or how much ppl drink.. lol.. Typically we are juz watching videos, videos and videos.. lol.. B4 we see the machines, there was this floor fountain.. okay.. that fountain was pretty cool but there was a this smelly smell.. Smelly like the sewers or the NEWater.. lol..



Into the viewing of the machines, the person was explaining how the machines work, but there was this station that shows mircoscopic insects.. It is veri disgusting! and some are like everywhere.. After viewing the machines is back to sch liao..

This way out figure is veri interesting.. lol..

Nowadays was watching Xiaolin Showdown.. lol.. Quite a Nice and funny show.. Everyday wont fail to miss it.. wahahaha...

Bought two new games.. SNK VS CAPOM CARD FIGHTERS DS and TRANSFORMERS : DECIPTICONS.. lol.. next game will be HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHONIEX.. ^^ Now choosing to see whether wan to buy a sony camera or a canon camera.. coz they are of the same price but not sure which one is better.. lol..

Signing Off,
Vincent

The Wait for Musical Fountain

Sunday went to Sentosa with Regina, Stella, Wei Shan and James.. Our purpose for going was to watch Musical Fountain.. or Song of the sea(new name).. when we are abt to enter Sentosa through the monorail.. there is a sign saying "FULL HSE".. 1st reaction.. SIANZ.. But den on 2nd thought.. we already bought the ticket le.. so muz as well we go walk ard.. lol.. Alight at IMBIAH Station den say one ogl(forget the name) .. Almost everywhere we go we took photos.. lol.. After that we walk to the Beach station and take the tram to kill time.. haha.. Soon we procceed to the most southern part of asia.. Saw a lot of couples doing their couple thing.. lol.. Wei Shan and James are like trying to disturb them.. in addition, i join them looking for ppl who are *ahem aheming* lol.. Took a break at Koufu which is super cold.. N to make things worst, They eat cold desserts.. WAHAHA.. the coldness.. walked back to Beach station, took the monorail back to Vivo City.. Ate Carl's Jr.. THE BURGER is the size of my PLAM!! tt is super big!! but manage to finish.. After tt is home sweet home..

Some photos taken.. lol..

Was pissed off by some person.. Keep asking me to send photos to him.. den he did not send his side to me.. but expect me to go and loot from the internet.. GRRR!!

1st day of sch after the break.. lol. i think the break is too long le.. forget some things.. but manage to pick up after a while... phew... lol.. Now looking for a song by Cherry Filter.. lol.. its title is Happy Days..

Signing Off,
Vincent

MapleSEA 2nd Anniversay

Today went to Maple 2nd Anniversay with Audrey.. lol.. meet at 11am.. reach there.. den see the no of ppl.. we are like OMG!! den see the queue.. sianz.. lol.. so we go and walk ard 1st.. haha.. Audrey said that we have to verify our password to get sth.. so we went to ask ard.. in the end we have to procceed to lvl 3 to find tt place.. on our way there, Audrey saw her friend.. They join us when we are queuing up for the exchanging of coupons.. lol.. played 5 of the 7 games.. coz did not have enough coupons.. 2 went missing.. lol.. Oh ya.. there is this thing call

Gacha Mob.. Its a card that u have to paste stickers on it leaving five mobs to be unpaste.. den u have to wait fot the mc to choose the mobs and compare against ur card.. if u manage to match 5 mobs.. den u will win..

this Mc is realli irritating.. she keep picking mobs that are not in our cards.. and the most no of matchs i had is 4!! lol.. the rest are either one or 2.. -.-.. Drey and i camp there until 6.. coz she was hoping to get the premium pushies.. lol.. but did not get any..

Another thing.. there was this guy at the Party Quest Booth.. He and Samuel (OGL) got some resemblance.. lol.. den i thouhgt he is his bro.. lol.. haha.. but check with him le.. he is not.. SAd.. if is jiu good.. haha..

The event and games are fun and interesting... but there is a minor problem.. the Queue Line is somehow weird.. 1 queue that will eventually spilt into 2.. lol.. And a lot of ppl do not noe where to queue..

Okay.. here are some of the photos of the booths.. 1st time having pics.. lol..

Here i wan to thank Boon Kin Kor, juz now shared with him some problems i am facing and almost wan to give up le.. Through his words, learn lots of things.. oh ya.. and wan to thanks Regina, Stella, Wei Shan(ogl) and Janet.. lol.. For their care and concern.. keep asking me to think the other way and being there for me.. Will remember wad u all said..^^

A BIG THANK YOU!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Little Red Dot

YOZ!! went to take part in this new variety show call Code Red (Ai Shang Xiao Hong Dian)(hope i did not spell wrong)..

Location is at Jurong Green CC.. Okay... that is super far away from my hse.. somemore did not get any slp coz my parents plus brother came back from their trip to China.. l0l..

People who went.. Eugene, Kamal, Eileen, Xiao Wei, Boon Kin, Chuan Lim, Jessica, May, May' mum, May's cousin, May's aunt, Nicky, AO, Cheryl, Sabby, Wei Shan, Yew King, Theodore, Nat, Eileen's friend, May's uncle(i think) and me.. lol.. hopefully i did not leave anyone out..

Reach there at 8 close to 9.. super early right.. lol.. den we waited for the mediacorp ppl to come.. den waited for the hosts to arrive.. den wait for them to set up and everything.. den take a few shots den start to say the jingle in order to past the FIRST round.. After that we have to take a trival test of history and current singapore.. Side track a while.. History of Singapore will be easy for me.. And u know wad the person ask me.. Singapore's minister of some department and some other chim words that i dun even understand.. nvm.. den second round she ask me.. WORST!! WAD THE HELL IS BARBAR(dunno how to spell)(now i noe le).. and den veri pissed off le.. anyway skip this part.. skip skip skip.. den they(the rest coz i wasnt with them) decided to spilt into two grps in order to secure the 10k.. coz there wasnt much participants.. and most of ppl there are our ppl.. i am anything.. lol.. So this is how we spilt..

Adrian's Team :
Eugene (Team leader), May's Cousin(Team Leader), May's mum, May, Jessica, Boon Kin, Kamal, Yew King, Xiao Wei, Nicky, one gal from RP plus me..

Michelle's Team (i SPELL WRONG)
Chuan Lim(Team Leader), Sabby(Team Leader), Eileen, Eileen's Friend, May's aunt + uncle, Theodore, Wei Shan, AO, Cheryl, Nat and another gal..

Kym's Team basically are ppl we dunno.. lol..

We got the ball number 2,6,8 and almost got 11.. WA!! super anixous at tt time.. coz our riddle is the same one as kym.. and they started some time before us.. and we solve it and rushing there.. but in the end they got the ball 1st.. Overall, Chuan Lim's team won by getting 4 balls.. Congrates.. lol.. they super zai..
After the race, some more shots and den give out money, take photos.. i left after took few photos.. coz got sth on.. missed out a lot of things as usual.. super sad and pissed..

Sry that there is no photos.. coz lazy to go and take them..

be sure to catch epsiode 6 of Code Red, Channel 8 on the 17/7/07.. wow so many 7s.. lol.. gonna record DOWN!!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Withdrawn Self

Okay, this is what i am feeling right now.. i think that i cant communicate with ppl anymore.. i starting to withdraw myself to the limit.. There is no common topic, unsure of wad to say and dun even haf the courage to speak up.. The reason.. *blank*

Today went to celebration Stella and Regina's birthday.. both belated.. Ppl who went are Stella, Regina, Wei Shan, James, Tobias, Daniel, Lucinda, Lynn, BK and me.. Have to apologise for the stoning sessions that i kept doing.. Actually i am not stoning.. i am thinking abt stuff.. Plus i dunno wad to say.. Yupz.. but i believe they have a great time.. WHY IN THE WORLD DO I HAVE TO LEAVE EARLY.. Go for a movie which is not fantastic at all.. like wasting my time.. T_T

Okay.. i now noe why ppl dun get wad i am trying to say with my nick le.. coz i dun directly say the feeling but i go one big round.. that is why.. i will be more direct next time..

Signing Off,
Vincent

Questioning..

Richard juz now told me not to question my exsistance which have been happening for the past 2 months.. and told me tt is not good.. ltr will break down.. and told me is a must to be myself..

Here is my reply..
I noe there is ppl tt cared abt me.. i thanked them greatly.. But how do i stop the qsning.. When ppl ard me keep doing stuff tt they unknownly shoot one arrow into my heart... i am trying to block as many as i can le.. treating them as invisible.. but the amount is too much for me to block.. and sometimes my mind will bring it up by itself... plus.. i think break down once in a while is good.. so i dun haf to act a strong front everytime..

Messages :

Boon Kin Kor : "Thanks again.."

Signing off,
Vincent

OFFICALLY QUIT

I am seriously beri pissed off... Almost everyone come and talk to me in msn are abt the same things.. "Can send me photos?" After a while, "Thanks"..Ppl dun chat with u during normal days.. but whenever after an event.. everyone who u did not chat with will come and ask u for photos.. and once u send them.. they wont care abt u until after the next event.. even those i respect a lot..

I mean isnt there anything else to talk abt.. Or does my forehead have the words "Photos Collection Booth" on it.. Plus i dun remember my nick puts these words "Come and collect the photos."

Since that is the way, den i noe wad i should do.. I quit as the cameraman.. For the next 2 events, i am going to see how they are going to do.. And i wont take any photos for mini club stuff...

SUPER PISSED OFF!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Another Busy Day

Another event over liao.. fast right.. Congrates to the winners..

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!! everyday got the same question comes to my mind.. onli form in a different way.. but meaning is the same..

"i treat this person so good.. but wad do she/he think of u..??"

When can i get the answer.. or the answer is juz right in front of me juz tt i dun wan to go and retrieve it.. hmmm...


Sometimes i feel like doing this.. go to the Club photos folder and delete every single thing.. Coz whenever i look at the photos.. they bring back memories.. but i think out of 250 photos, there is onli 1 photo with me inside.. Its like i loot all this photos from some unknown webby and save it.. kind of pissed and sad lar.. But i cant wait till AGM.. see how they are going to get my photos..
Every event ppl will come to me and ask me this qsn. "Vincent, can help me take photo.?" and then not a "thank you".. but this one nvm.. No one actually come up to me and ask me this. "Vincent, come take photo together.".. Feel veri down lor.. though always putting up a strong front...

think tt is all for today ba..

Signing off,
Vincent

How Much Longer Can I Hold On.

hmm.. since i have a little time.. den come and blog a while.. haha..

During my 18 birthday.. when i was celebrating it, i thought tt my 18year old life will be a good one.. but as the days pass by, my thinking was proven to be wrong.. and its getting worst..

There is this fire burning inside me.. and its getting bigger as the days pass.. People seems to unknowingly adding oil into the fire making it bigger.. And i dunno how long can i hold on to.. I think another big spark will make me go wild or crazy..

Hmm.. out of curiousity.. i always like to ask myself this qsn. "I treat this person so well, but wad does this person thinks of u? An irritating pest? A friend? or a passerby? or A buddy?" but i dun realli go up tt person and ask this qsn.. coz i noe it will be beri stupid of me.. so all i have to do is observe.. and sometimes, i get the answer i needed..

I remembered when i started this blog. i stated that this blog will onli contain all the happiness.. but from wad i posted.. i dun think there is alot of happiness... well.. no choice anyway..

Signing off,
Vincent