Okay. Today is offically their last day of Poly life. As for me, i still have 3 months and 2 weeks more. Feeling rather empty and sad. Not really sure if i made the correct decision back then. I could have graduated with the rest. But cant really throw my friends there in the Lion's Den. Looking at the bright side. At least i dun need to think wad to do next until i get into NS. Looking at the Dark Side, i think i will be missing out in almost every outing and gathering ba. unless its on night time or week ends.

unclear doubts!

Signing off,
Vincent

Its chinese new year! the time where money suppose to be coming in.. =X Its day 6 of cny. and there are still 9 more days to go b4 i can touch my money.. lol.

Through cny, i really found out quite a few things.
I found out who i can really show myself and who i have to restrain myself. And seriously i cant be alone all the time.. WILL DIE!!!

Also found out yesterday that my SUPPOSED graduation ceremory is during my ipp period. and this shows 1 more thing. i can only graduate at october! BIG TIME JAGGED by my course coordinator!!!!!

Done with my applications for university.. dunno can get into one anot.. hope can get it...

Signing off,
Vincent

Thanks mervyn for the "encouraging" words

"muz birthday celebrate with who wans to celebrate with you"

Its really "encouraging" especially for someone who celebrated alone. and its shows a lot more of things that are unclear to that person.

Signing off,
Vincent

Staying at home everyday and finally its your special day but no one there to celebrate with you, know wad is the feeling like? HELLISH!

In addition, you haven gotten over with the feeling, a friend of yours plan a big birthday bash for another person, guess wad is the feeling again? HELLISH! plus the HATRED!

All these feelings adding the loneliness. Guess wad. Emotion breakdown. Waiting for this to come.

Seriously i cant take it anymore.

Signing off,
Vincent