1st present

Christmas is over le.. and the new year is coming.. so is good bye 2007 and welcome 2008.. lol.. hope i wont spend the new year in hospital again like last year.

on wednesday i receive my 1st bday present.. and its from Elizabeth. someone i least expected to receive 1st from.. but anyway.. many thanks to her. wahaha.. keep them coming..

Meet up with Anders and Tang plus Daphne and Lynn.. All of them haven change abit. Anders still the same old Master of Side Track. Everyone stills the same despite the long time of not meeting up. Had Swensens for dinner. was on a tight budget as i did not draw enough money..

On the way home, Anders ask me if i had make any close friends with the excos.. Den i said lynn. He said tt one all along one.. Cannot.. next.. Den i told him Boon Kin. Cant even finish my sentance, he side track talking abt bk,shane and renli. Den station reach. cant chat anymore. haha..

(Yuan Ching, u are also included in my list of close friends)

At night chatted with yc.. REALLY miss quarreling with her. LOL.. like the non stop quarrels of every outings. from the start till the end.. WA!! can come back faster.. let me quarrel with you... LOL..

Tml going taka.. Can buy lots of stuff since there is discounts!! wahahahahaa.. prepare to bring home tons and tons of paper bags..

Signing off,
Vincent

Some unsaid words

I cant deny the fact tt i am acting a strong front currently. Coz ever since my bday, i still haven not really enjoy myself for once. Was hoping tt that day will come asap.

Still waiting for my 1st gift, cake and 19 candles. LOL.. or i think too much.?

Signing off,
Vincent

Birthday

Did not update for a long time liao.. Juz passed my birthday.
I would wan to thanks these ppl for their greetings..

Early wishes :
Xue Ting
Siew Hui

SMS :
Elizabeth
Yu Tian
Woon Sheng
Yew King
Yani
Janet
Calvin
Xiao Wei
Jenessa
Audrey
Wei Seng
Kamal
Boon Kin
Jessica
Wei Jian
Ain
Yuan Ching

email :
Maureen

through friendster and facebook :
Chris
Rachel
Daphne
Hong Yun
Han Qian
Si Hui
Nadiah

Through Msn :
Glenn
Fawze
WenTao
Fu Qiang
Melissa
Lynn
Zaty

Belated Wishes :
Kimo
Tobias
Alvin Lee
Chuan Lim
Joanne
Liang Fa

Contain too much

I think i stored too much of my emotions.. cant seems to let loose my emotions these few weeks.. unlike last time, when i saw my idol, will get super high and happy.. now its like blank.. juz one dead zombie.. wonder why..

Signing off,
Vincent

Shopping with Audrey

Last week, tuesday if i am not wrong.. Went to Suntec coz john drove me there.. actually wanted to go hereen one.. but nvm.. Buy Energy new album from HMV.. After tt went to Funan to help BK ask abt palm 650 and palm 680 while waiting for Audrey to come.. When Audrey reaches city hall, i already walked the whole of funan.. Its kinda of pathetic.. coz not many stores sell palm.. den meet up with Audrey.. okay here comes the funny part.. Initally i wanted to eat Burger King.. but Audrey says she wanted to eat food court.. so we walk up Raffles City to go to the food court.. but den found out too many ppl.. den ask her want to eat Steam Boat anot.. but its at bugis.. she too hungry to move anymore.. So after a veri long discussion, we ended up eatting Burger King.. Den we went to shop at bugis for a while.. coz i wan to buy a haversack.. We went to look ard for bags and watches, she wanted to buy a watch.. lol.. We went to so many stores.. and ended up buying at the 1st store tt we look at.. Except for the bag..

Speaking abt the bag, saw one design tt i quite like.. 1st store.. den ask how much was it.. the person says 42.. can give us at 39.. Den went to another store.. he says 42.. cant even cut.. so we intended to buy at the 1st store.. but went we go back to the 1st store.. the store beside it also have tt design but it is at one veri lonely corner.. so we ask how much was it.. GUESS WAD!! the person says 28 bucks.. AND WE NEARLY kanna CHEATED 11 bucks!!! lucky us.. haha..

Went to Energy autograph session yesterday.. more updates next post.. think playing game liao..

Signing off,
Vincent

Recent Events 2

Was waiting for some show to start.. so come to blog..

Comparing a big gathering to a small gathering.. i prefer the latter one.. coz big grp of ppl are hard to talk to the person tt u wa to talk to.. everyone seems to be wanting to talk to tt person.. even though smaller grp, such things also happen, but not most of the time, the person will be free..

Been to 2 gatherings.. tuesday was for tws's birthday celebration at theo's father's shop.. the food is nice but a bit ex.. lol.. today(19.10) was just for dinner.. lol.. kinda of cool.. walking ard orchard and crapping with wadever thing there is.. LOL..

last friday was his bday.. did not forget.. he would be 20 by now.. haiz.. T_T

Was sick for one week liao.. T_T.. been coughing and having flu.. lol.. talk veri manly.. super manly..

Anyway hope can get well soon.. Sports Champ is coming.. lol.. going to join.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Recent Events

Wednesday while i was on my way home in the bus.. I was playing my psp and suddenly my nose just start to bleed like hell.. And worst is there is a young kid and a granny in front of me.. WA!! den i dun haf any tissue with me. And i haf to use the wet tissue which i took from a resturant.. The tissue from white in color become totally red!! SCARY and PAI SEH!! Reach home and took a nap.. Den my nose bleed again.. zzzz...

Today went for exco gathering.. Its at kampong glum.. lol.. Cool place.. but the buffet is not wroth the money.. Not nice de.. And quite a lot of ppl went too.. After dinner went to sesah(another form of smoking).. Did not try it coz was lazy to try.. lol.. but its quite cool.. lol..

An outing without yc or bk is really veri different feeling.. No one close to crap with and quite feel lonely.. dunno which grp to go to.. And go for one grp to another like a nomad.. cant crap onli can talk.. T_T

Signing off,
Vincent

Another normal post

Nth much to blog abt.. Just tt today went out to celebrate Xue Ting's 18 birthday..

Currently dun haf much cash on hand.. and tml plus next weekend evening, going to camp at home.. hopefully wont waste too much money next week.. save as much as i can.. grrr..

Still trying to save money to buy one nike shirt.. the one with "Do Something, Anything"..

Signing off,
Vincent

Last 3 days

Friday, went to catch a movie with nicky, jessica, yit jing, mervyn and ao.. as i release the earliest.. was asked to buy the tickets 1st.. Okay here is the interesting part.. They asked the one that does not look like 18 years old the most to go and get 6 tickets of M18 show.. lol... Lucky the ticket lady is did not check.. but i think check also no use.. lol. coz i already 18.. wahaha..
The show is "I now pronounce you Chunk and Larry." Its abt gays.. lol.. Anyway.. the show is super funny.. cant stop laughing.. serious..

Saturday, went to k box with mel and yu tian.. den after that went to meet up for Yuan Ching's farewell dinner.. Yew King, Yuan Ching and i were the 1st few to arrives.. and the rest are late.. so we head for the army market 1st and booked places.. eat eat chat chat.. lol.. den Fir, Hairul and Ain make a move 1st.. follow soon is fawze.. den we decided to go to esplande(spell wrong).. and use our two legs to get there.. lol.. its a fun and interesting trip.. like some hiking.. haha.. 1st we reach a dead end and haf to make a U-Turn.. den we went to suntec to rest instead.. Sat down and chat.. Soon Yuan Ching and Alvin Lee headed home.. but the rest does not seems to wan to depart homewards.. so we went to marine square's 7-11 to get a drink.. Oh ya.. At sun tec, Calvin Teo join us.. lol.. After the drink we went home.. lol.. PPl who attend are Fir, Hairul, Ain, Fawze, Alvin Lee, Yan Kai, Calvin Teo, Cheryl, Nicky, Kenny, Renli, Yew King, AO, Eugene, Me and lastly our important person Yuan Ching.. lol..

Sunday, went to send Yuan Ching off with Eugene.. lol.. Her check-in had problems due to overweight.. guess china airlines izzit tt good after all.. lol.. 20kg per person.. lol.. somemore for 5 months sia.. Saw Zheng Ge Ping and his family there.. seems that his nephew is one of the 7 ppl going to dalian.. lol.. COOL sia.. Lets talk abt Yuan Ching.. Guess she managed to hold her tears back until she step into the gateway.. That is when her tears flow out.. lol.. Anyway.. hope she enjoys her trip..

Yuan Ching was talking abt making scarifices to Yew King if i am not wrong.. Even though i agreed to wad she says, yesterday and saturday i made quite a big scarifice.. think she will noe.. lol.. wahaha.. kk.. stop here le.. going off to bed.. Stuck in school and going to retain 1 sem... zzzz..

Signing off,
Vincent

Exam Results

Okay.. Results was out yesterday.. Many are satisfied, many are disappointed, some are numb to it.. But i muz say sth to those who are disappointed with it.. You do your best and there is nth else u can do with it but to study harder the next time.. There is no point crying over wad had happen.. Its pointless..

Saturday, for me, there is 3 different outings.. And with 3 different grp of friends.. One is to for yc's farewell dinner, another one is to go kbox with mel and yutian, last one is to go celebrate my freshies' birthday.. All need money and i dun haf much le.. HOW HOW!! and which one should i go.. i cant possibly be in 3 places at one time.. hmm.. will have to think super hard..

Now still stuck in sch until friday, den we will noe whether we can go to the office next week anot.. There is nth to do sia.. super boring.com.sg... To make things worst, we are being shifted to blk L the "big fish tank".. cant even do anything.. juz sit in front of the com and stare.. sianz..

I got one bookmark that says sth really cool.. but i forget to bring the bookmark.. wahaha..

P.S: while blogging this at South Canteen, I saw Zhen Wei and Yong Quan.. LOL.. long time did not see them liao..

Signing off,
Vincent

Feeling of going Overseas

After seeing so many ppl going overseas, i too have this feeling of going oversea sia.. lol.. But the chance is too late le.. LOL.. have to wait till next time liao.. wahaha.. but i think after i gaudrate from poly, i think i will be going overseas to further studies.. Its a plan.. still not confirm yet though.. lol..

Signing off,
Vincent

Fated With The Number 3

I think i am not fated with 3 months but the number 3.. lol.. Zaty told me abt this this morning.. lol..

Here a list..
01. My IC has a 3..
02. My date of birth have 3 pairs
03. My birthday has 3 1s
04. My Handphone number have 3 pairs too
05. I am living at the 12 floor which is a multiple of 3
06. My block has a 3
07. My attachment in school is 3 weeks instead.
08. My attachment at oracle office is 9 weeks which is also a mulitple of 3
09. The newest jacket i bought is 23 bucks, also have a 3
10. My secondary and primary school register numbers starts with 3
11. My birthday is in the month of december which is a mulitple of 3
12. My wallet is given by 31 ppl, also have a 3
13. My name have 3 Ts and 3Ns..
14. My project team is 3 person..
15. The total number in this list is 15 also a multiple of 3.

Including the things tt will happen in 3 months.. I think i dun have anymore..
Super fated with the number 3.. lol.. Maybe i onli haf 3 best friends??

Signing off,
Vincent

Attachment

Okay.. this is the 1st time i am going to talk abt my attachment.. Was attach to the company tt i dun wan most.. ORACLE!! zzz.. Today went down to the office and listen to wad our projects are abt.. We get to choose which projects we wan to take, so i choose DAPS.. which i totally forget wad is the full name.. lol.. My LO is Jeffery (forget the behind part) lol.. definately an indian.. 1st impression of him is quite funny guy lar.. Hopefully the impression stays on..

So wad have i been doing b4 going to the office.. Well.. i can say its worst than the fyp ppl and is better than the fyp ppl.. We have to rot there doing nth for the whole day.. But the good thing is we can play games, walk ard and slack ard.. So i think is better den the fyp ppl in this way.. The rest are abt the same.. And there is no lecturer coming to spot check on us.. We are isolated in a blk where no ppl go.. SAD!!

Next week defintaly going to suntec liao.. cool.. stop here le..

Signing off,
Vincent

Fated with 3 Months..

Just now was chatting with Zaty as today was her birthday.. so greeted her and den started to take abt things tt will happen ard me in 3 months..

Here is the list tt will happen in 3 months time..

3 months ltr den my birthday..
3 months ltr den i free from oracle..
3 months ltr den lynn they all back in sg..
3 months ltr den Boon Kin come back from xia men..
3 months ltr den i will see the club ppl in school again..
3 months ltr Eugene, May and Nicky flying off to Beijing..
3 months ltr the world will be a better place to live in..

After these list is out.. she said tt i am fated with 3 months.. lol.. The number is so small yet the duration is so long.. lol..

3 months is equals to 90 days sia...

Lastly, hope BK is doing fine in Xia Men.. lol..

Signing off,
Vincent

3 Months

"See you in three months." was the words that BK told me.. Just now went to send Boon Kin Kor off with Yuan Ching.. Did not regret going there... Tried every hard to cover my tears in order not to cry in front of him.. After he left, we went to look at the airplanes.. And that is the point where i let every thing out.. Though there isnt any tear drops.. Anyway he is on his way to Xia Men now.. lol.. Hope he enjoy his trip and really see him in 3 months time..Still can chat with him on9.. lol..

Plus he is the 1st person that can make me tear in poly..

Signing off,
Vincent

Passing out

My life as a executive committee in SIT CLUB has ended yesterday.. I still dun feel that it ended..

Never ever did i regretted going back to the club during orientation.. I sure have a lot of fun and laughter.. These kind of fun and laughter can never be found in any where else.. And i am starting to miss them already.. Its onli one day!!

Really missed those guys in the club..
Eugene, Kamal, Eileen, Nasir, Xiao Wei, Hairul, Zaty, Boon Kin, Chuan Lim, Jessica, Yuan Ching, Wen Tao, May, Fawze, Mervyn, Yew King, Theodore, Yani, Woon Sheng, Lynn, Ain, Nicky, Firdaus, Gladys, Sabby, Kimo, Fazlinda and Alvin Lee..

Those memories i have received by them will always be in my head and heart.. Thank you guys!

Signing off,
Vincent

Amazing Day

Friday was an interesting day.. lol.. morning went to hougang mall with Yuan Ching and look for a cake shop Opposite Monfort.. lol.. den in the evening, play bball after months of stopping.. lol.. Well, my skills drop like hell.. But wadever.. lol.. And had a bbq session with the excos.. lol.. kind of cool..


Went home at 1130pm like tt.. haha.. There wont be much more chances to be able to leave the sch so late doing club things.. lol.. Went home with Eugene and Xiao Wei.. Mostly Eugene coz he live near me.. lol.. During the period of waiting for 112, he told me sth really make me go "so true"

"We risk our butts to enjoy the presences of each other."

Tt wad he said.. to some maybe these words are nth.. but to me, it meant a lot.. lol..

Few more days left.. And after helping few ppl take their videos, it appears to me tt wad Yuan Ching to me weeks ago is realli sth to think abt..

"You are significant to me, but will i be significant to you"

Even though is weeks ago, this words juz floats in my mind every time i help someone took a video.. And i haven see the rest of the videos(which i can and anytime i wan)..

Do not want to be disappointed again.......

Hope the rest of the 4days are enjoyable ones...

Signing off,

Vincent

Why?

Why is tt when ppl did not come and ask me for things and after a while it somehow become my fault? Juz dun understand lor..

No mood to continue..

Signing off,
Vincent

I HATE MYSELF!!

hate my face
hate my voice
hate my body
hate my mind
hate my thinking
hate my actions
hate basically everything abt me..

OVERALL
I HATE MY LIFE!!

Fire Works

Today went to watch fireworks with Zaty, Yit Jing, AO, Cheryl, May, Eileen Shui, Eileen Neo, Nicky, Kamal, Alvin Lee, Kenny, Mervyn, Yew King. Meet up at 6pm at city hall.. Was there early so decide to walk ard.. THERE A LOT OF PPL!!! Finally 6plus saw ao.. den meet up with zaty and cheryl... Went to look for Yew King, Nicky, Mervyn and Eileen Neo who happen to want to eat Sakea Sushi. Lol.. AO and i lose Cheryl and Zaty on the way there and decide to meet them there.. LOL.. We went to the wrong sushi resturant.. lol.. When we meet up again.. Yit Jing was with them.. lol.. den called nicky and they change their location to another place.. Found tt place but we cant join them coz too many ppl liao.. den we went to eat subway instead.. lol.. Alvin Lee joined us b4 we left to book a spot.. haha..


7.15 we reach the spot.. waited for 2 hrs b4 everything starts.. 8pm kamal, Yew King, Nicky, Kenny, Mervyn and Eileen Neo joined us.. lol.. Nicky even wanted to take a video of wat is happening... he is mad.. lol..
9.15pm kites start to fly out.. Den Mervyn did the mickey mouse voice and say "Oh boy, Kites!" Everyone ard us LAUGH like hell.. den FIREWORKS!!





After tt May and Eileen Shui met up with us and den we took one grp photo and left for our makan place which initiatly was at a roti prata shop near Orchard, since it will took 1.5 hrs b4 the prata will be served to us, we change location to Chomp Chomp.. lol.. WE ARE STRUCK INSIDE A CARPARK FOR ONE HR!! and there are ppl going the wrong directions.. lol..

It clearly states one way.. lol.. Okay.. Reach Chomp Chomp at 12am den eat our stuff and chat abt CARS!! lol.. den left for home at 1.30.. lol..

Was an enjoyable day.. haha..

Signing off,

Vincent

It Ends Tonight

Went to club chalet for the past few days..

13/8 day 1
Reach there at ard 3 plus together with Yew King, Yani and Hairul.. Nth much to do there coz not much ppl.. so decide to went for a walk in the beach.. After tt more and more ppl came.. Den went to the beach again to watch sunset.. After tt have chocolate fondue(not sure i spelt correctly anot), thanks to Alvin Lee, May and WS.. Went out with Mervyn to fetch Jessica and XW while on the way, BK.. Den went to Changi Village to help them buy dinner.. lol.. The nasi lemak looks spicy.. Did not get to eat coz bought one less.. Den play JUS with BK..

Eileen, Gladys, Sabby, Wen Tao and Cheryl went out to eat prata.. Juz b4 they came back, there are few sets of knocks on the door and there is no one there.. so skip the rest.. Den played Murderer-Polar Bear.. lol.. Play until super high.. After the game, most are tired and went to slp while sabby went back to sch.. Went to buy mac by eileen's car.. lol.. Went to the kiddy place to slp accompanied by Alvin Lee since there is no space in the chalet.. Actually was to slp, in the end we ended up chatting.. lol.. kimo joined much ltr, den cheryl slowly after Lynn.. lol.. Play dodge ball with Alvin Lee and kimo.. lol.. tiring.. After tt went back to the chalet and went out to eat with Lee, Lynn, Chuan Lim and Kamal.. lol.. Went back on bikes.. haha.. den take a nap..

At ard 3, was woken up by WS coz some of the gals wan to change.. zzz.. Slack outside in the living room.. After some time, Fawze, Fir, Hairul, Mervyn, Nasir, Kamal, Eugene, Yew King and Boon Kin started to sing.. join in for the songs tt i noe.. lol.. Was an enjoyable time. Think the most enjoyable one throughout the chalet.. lol.. den BBQ time.. lol..

Some time in the midst of bbqing, went to the arcade to see Hairul and Boon Kin played para para.. lol.. Boon Kin top the 1st place during his 1st time playing.. lol.. After tt back to satay cooking.. lol.. Celebrated July babies bday.. okay its like kind of late.. Eileen, Xiao Wei, Wen Sheng, Yew King and Boon Kin went out to have some beancurd.. Cycle out to shop and save to get some small bites with Yuan Ching.. lol.. Den went to the pool side to listen to the top 2 perform.. lol.. After a while went back to the chalet liao, wanted to do some stuff.. lol.. but in the end, watch Transformers with Yuan Ching, Wen Sheng and Boon Kin.. Its a bad idea.. coz half way through the show, most of us KO liao... haha..

Helped Kimo pack up the chalet and check the stuff while most ppl are slping.. lol.. den slack ard in the ogls chalet until totally cant take it... went back to get my slp.. lol.. When i wake up, its abt time to leave liao.. lol.

Ending..
Went home with Kamal, Alvin Lee, Wen Sheng, Chuan Lim, Nicky and Boon Kin after lunch at White Sand.. lol..

Reach home really slp through out the day.. wake up onli for dinner and went back to slp.. lol..

Signing off,
Vincent

Claymore

Currently waiting for sth to dl finish.. Was watching claymore juz now.. Good anime but sth veri funny abt tt show.. When there are blood being spilled, there is this sound. like some robotic sound.. lol..

Animes and mangas/comics somehow interests me a lot.. How this ppl can actually come up with all this things, the storyline, characters, powers and etc.. If only i can draw a simple anime character without destroying it, i think i will be superb happy..

For me, i am a person towards the manga side, coz i can totally go in the world of tt comics and onli come out realising how much time has pass.. In the past i normally juz flip through the pages without actually reading it.. Until one day, one of my friends(i forget who) discuss with me abt one particilar comic tt i read.. tt struck me to read the words.. lol..

Was amazed at how different ppl are.. did not noe how to describe in details.. But juz simply amazed..

Signing off,
Vincent

Stupid Idoit

Never know i am sure a stupid timid person.. Cant even ask kor a simple qsn.. Serious veri stupid..

Signing off,
Vincent

Happy National Day

Finally finish my maya project.. actually not consider finish.. coz haven combine them into one video.. lol.. A animation without sound... wahaha.. dunno wad song to put.. lol.. And onli 1 person doing it.. so yea.. did my best.. haha..

Yesterday was voting for the next batch of excos by the ogls themselves.. Super finally when i walked ard.. Looking at wad they write and how they act and the way they vote.. After tt, like having a high time in the club room.. Taking videos of fir, kamal, fawze and yew king singing and more.. lol.. Den was DOTAING!! lol.. Tml can also dota like mad.. wahaha.. EVERYTHING IS FINISH!!

Ppl always says "you wont noe wad will happen until after you take the 1st step!". I agreed to this.. But there is always the second thoughts that are holding me back.. The "What ifs" and the "wad is this person thinking?". I think if i managed to hack all these things, i can do way lots of things and have way lots of fun.. But this needs a lot of courage.. And i have not build enough courage.. Building in progress.. Hope i will be able to do it in time..

Signing off,
Vincent

Finally Over!

Today presentation of project and the nightmare is offically OVER!!! wahaha.. Happy and can go celebrate liao.. But hor, still got one last assginment.. Finish 1/3 of it liao.. Hopefully by friday noon can finish everything.. YEA!!

Went to orchard with Yew King, Yuan Ching and Lynn.. lol.. Walk here and there to window shop.. lol.. At kino, Yuan Ching like went missing.. In the end, walk ard to find her but she called and say she at the section tt we were juz now.. lol.. Eat Ajisan.. lol.. den after some photos sessions, Yew King and Lynn head home while Yuan Ching and me headed to another place.. The Ark.. lol.. Go there sit down drink drinks and listen to ppl sing.. lol.. And chat too.. wahaha.. Cool to go new places and explore.. Its cold there.. lol.. Was Fun today!

To Yew King, Yuan Ching and Lynn
"Really very sorry abt juz now.. Did not really know where i wan to go.. Sry to let u all walk ard aimlessly.. Really really sry.. It wont happen again."

YES!! my nose finally bleed.. Been waiting for tt to happen.. lol..

Been wondering if there is a faster way to get close to someone(as a friend).. If there is, i will surely go for it.. Serious.

Signing off,
Vincent

Late Night Home

Today spent almost the whole day inside club room trying to do my project.. lol.. Coz at home there is no limit to my internet connection den will have the temptation to go and play on9 games.. And i cant resist them.. lol... Den dun like to work inside lab coz there is a lot of ppl ard and will lose focus very fast... Since today not many ppl go to the club room so can work inside.. haha.. But as more excos came to the club room.. my focus gone.. wahaha.. usual thing for me.. BUT i did sth hor!!!

At night went out to makan with Mevryn, Kamal, Alvin Lee and Yuan Ching.. lol.. Went to thomson there again.. (spell wrong) but this time eat Roti Prata.. lol.. Amazing tt i did not shit right after.. coz i got a weak disgustive system.. cant take spicy food.. hee hee.. The food was nice.. I think its because i did not eat for the whole day.. wahaha.. After dinner went to Ice Kimo to eat ice cream.. haha.. this time i did not get anything.. was saving money for Wolfie's visit to the vet.. Den Mevryn send Yuan Ching home follow by Kamal then Alvin Lee and lastly me.. Lol.. The ride was full of joy and laughter and fun.. wahaha.. Joking abt everything we could.. haha.. COOL!! Should have more of these..

During the course of eating, i notice how the others eat.. lol.. Super funny.. Their action and reaction when the food comes.. Like 10 years did not eat like tt.. I mean the guys.. wahaha..

Thanks Mevryn for the ride home.. Its an enjoyable one.. haha..

Lesson Learnt : Put the camera inside my pocket where ever i go!

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Maybe i tried too hard on the wrong ppl.. Maybe there are already ppl that are already willing to welcome me.. only tt i did not take notice of it.. But wadever the case is.. I am glad i am there at the point of time and finally discovered these.. And i will keep on trying.. A big thanks..

THANK YOU!

Signing Off,
Vincent

After 3 days of visitng the vet, Wolfie is finally getting better.. Yea.. Tml dun need to go back to the vet liao.. but sat have to go back for a follow up check up.. Hope everything will turns out fine..

Today is the day of my final paper.. wahaha.. happy.. dun need to realli study for exams anymore.. But there is still 1 sem project and 1 maya project to do.. And every thing is due next week.. So after next thursday i will be offically free.. ^^ Hope everything turn out okay...

Yesterday was chatting with YC abt some issues.. Den there is this statement tt she says and i totally agreed with her.. A real person is different from a photo.. Its super true.. A photo is juz an evidence of a piece of memory.. But a real person is real.. Interaction can be done with a real person but there is no way interaction can be done through a photo.. So ya.. Juz totally agreed with her..
Den she say abt who is significant to her and all this.. was sth like emo talk.. okay shall not go into details..

This is taken from a comic.. Calvin and Hobbes..

"Ever notice how decisions make chain reactions? Each decision we make determines the range of choices we'll face next."

Two words.. TOTALLY TRUE!

Signing Off,
Vincent

Today wake up with a shock... One of my dogs went to the better place..
Found out tt when dogs die, their muscules will be loosen, and all the urine and juices will flow out.. Its kind of disgusting..

Went to the nearest pet store to ask what to do when a dog dies.. Upon reaching, the store was not open.. So have to return home and change a bit to go to the vet which is located at further down heartland mall.. Reach the vet and ask the recepitionist for information and was kind of surprise to see how they charge ppl for the transport and burning of the dogs.. Its charged by THE WEIGHT!! In the end my father found a cheaper service and have to wait till the person comes b4 i can bring Wolfie back to the vet..

Wolfie's turn to see the vet.. She has a fever and a infections in her ********(i dunno how to spell.. But its the place where the babies are made) including a cough.. The vet gave her injections and some medicine to eat.. Wow.. They are realli costly.. Currently dun haf any more money to spend liao.. All spend on both dogs.. And tml i have to bring Wolfie back to the vet again..

Hope Wolfie gets well soon..

May Scottie rest in peace..

Been having nightmares and my right eye been twitching for a couple of days.. Not sure is tt some form of sign tt some bad things is coming or sth else.. But wadever is the cause.. hope is not the former one.. Coz i dun wan bad things to happen.. SCARY!!

Have to stop here.. kind of tired and been dosing off while typing.. zzzz..

Signing Off,
Vincent

juz watch this show called "Solitary".. It a reality show that isolate a group of ppl from their friends and family and the outside world.. they live in a port (a room tt onli have toilet and bed).. They will be given tests which the one tt successfully pass tt test will be given freedom.. Meaning he/she wont have to do the treatment.. The treatments and tests are ways tt push ppl to their limits.. all kind of limits i can say..

Was amazed at how disliking a common person can brought a grp of strangers together.. And its kind of funny though.. They can actually sit down together or chat in a conversation saying abt this person's bad points for hours and hours without getting tired.. And they can actually provide evidences and examples of those bad points.. Really interesting and funny..

Was thinking abt wad Alvin Lee said during the dinner at Miss Charity Cafe on friday.. He said tt we should sit down and chat.. Since we are from different places, you is you and me is me.. But den nicky interrupted by saying "you is still you, me is still me.." okay this is realli stupid but yet funny.. lol.. Anyway.. Lee is right.. We came from different backgrounds and get together in this club.. But we dun really noe each other after this 1.5 years.. Its not like we noe this person at the back of our hands.. Like wad he/she likes, he/she dislikes.. And the worst is its ending.. Kind of sadding... But during this last month together, i juz wan to have all the fun i can have with them.. though wad i said in my previous post still applies.. I DONT BELONG! (sounds like we are going to die like tt.. lol)

Signing off,
Vincent

Since i cant play any game for now, shall blog a little..

Today went to Comm Skills and got my interview results.. Was expecting a C or C+.. but it turns out more den wad i expected.. lol.. B-.. haha.. Can ensure my Comm Skills will Pass liao.. Either a C+ or a B.. wahaha.. Happy..

After Comm Skills went to have my lunch.. den after lunch is move club room time.. Lol.. Kind of fun moving club room.. haha.. (sry.. Its my 1st time).. Found out tt Zaty is a real joker.. After mopping an area, she go and step on the area.. LOL.. was laughing like hell.. After a serious of shifting, the club room is done.. lol.. Thanks to Mervyn (Interior Designer).. our new club room is more spacious.. haha..

At 5pm, our club room is being locked in.. And we cant go in until stupid SA finds the key.. End up, the excos have to slack inside a bare room.. lol.. here is some pics of excos slacking..

Excos playing "The Impossible Quiz"

Oh ya.. there is this game called The Impossible Quiz.. Its kind of fun to see ppl playing.. super funny.. and u can laugh like hell to their reaction when they game over.. haha..

One final thing.. Here is a difference between a middle coke and a large coke..

Signing Off,
Vincent

Reflect

Today was veri pissed with myself.. Because my Personal Mentor came and should us our results.. And wad i saw was a stupid Cs and Bs including 1 D! Den i think abt it.. Wad the hell is happening.. How come i will get this kind of results.. This is not the results i am supposed to get.. The further i think back.. The more angrier i am.. Coz my results are dropping like a plane crashing from the sky.. To make things worst, i am left with the last paper.. WAD THE SHIT!!
Den another lecturer come and ask me am i giving up on myself?? OF coz i was shocked to hear tt.. But inside my mind were "Who in the world told u i am giving up?" I will prove tt i have not given up.. I will Ace this paper and get an A for XML.. That's my AIM!!
Was also pissed with myself because of my mistakes, i may have to repeat some modules.. And i noe tt now regretting is useless coz i am thinking abt whether i make the correct choice for my specialisation anot.. Looking at my previous classmates' results, theirs seems to be rather easy to score.. But its kind of too late..

LESSON LEARNT!!

Was watching some korean show tt my mother watched nowadays.. And it's kind of touching to see the sister of 2 younger brother show her care and concern even though they have become poor.. And she even have to suffer others' critics and work super hard to earn a living for her brothers.. Fyi They are rich at the start..

Signing off,
Vincent

Post Number 75

Juz watch finish Evans Almighty.. Lol.. I should say it is not like Bruce Almighty.. The comdy izzit there.. not enough jokes.. But there is one scene when the God meets the wife of the main actor, and told her sth tt makes me agreed quite a lot.. Even though i am not a believer..

Act Of Random Kindness

The God in the movie said sth like this.. If you pray for courage, God is not going to give u courage, but he will give u opportunties to let u gain courage.. And i totally agreed with that sentence.. Coz courage does not come juz like tt.. You have to allow urself to gain courage.. And Opportunties is not sth tt will appear in everyday life.. Once it realli comes, grab hold of it and make full use of it.. No matter how others disagreed with you, Do It.. Coz they dun see the way u see it.. They are not you.. They do not know wad u are thinking abt...

Ya.. This is wad i have to say.. lol.. Even though i noe how to say this kind of things.. But i have a weakness.. I do not noe how to act on it..

Signing off,
Vincent

The End

Phat Nite is over le.. Which also means the last and final event gone.. Even though clubbing is not my kind of thing, i should say it is great.. That is all i can say for the event.. lol.. now abt the club...

Since not many excos will be reading this, so i can pour every single thing out..
Okay, i noe tt 4 months is kind of short of things to change.. But i tried my best to fit in to the ppl.. Every single thing i could do, i gave it a shot.. But the results seems to not the way i wanted.. Time after time saddness will take over me, and i will do things to make the "pain" go away.. Be it blasting music into my ear, scratching myself with my finger nails leaving marks on them, or the newest.. pouring hot water on to my now-heat-resist legs.. To make things even worst, AGM is in a months time.. This is the time when ppl start to remember the memories they have in the club.. But for me, i think i could remember is the time i failed to fit in..
In conclusion, I DONT BELONG THERE.. I could never ever fit in the club.. ppl will never come and look for me when they need accompany.. Anyway.. To the Excos, Thanks.. for sth i dunno..

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Today receive good news.. That the nightmare is going to reach its ending point.. GOing to celebrate soon... wahaha. But there is one more thing.. During this nightmare, could not realli study for test.. And today i have the most shocked in my life.. 2 test in a row.. G Dev i think i will not be able to make it.. but hopefully i could pass.. Com G i believe tt i could make it.. hee hee.. Should stop here..

Signing off,
Vincent

Today stayed in club room until 11plus.. 1st time tt i stayed till so late.. Watching fir, fawze, mevr and Nasir playing dota while Yew King playing transformers.. lol.. was quite funny.. Okay tt is not the point.. haha..

I think my observation is kind of wrong.. coz if u dun haf any topic with tt person tt u are going home with, u arent going to get any closer to tt person.. And this also makes me realise tt face to face conversation, i actually could not think of any topic to talk.. 1 more thing that i have found out is that i am actually still scared of talking to Yew King.. maybe there is this fear inside of me and i juz could not figure out wad is it and hope to overcome it.. Though he says tt i got talked to him but the fear is still there.. Muz try my super best to realli open up..

Okay currently i am blogging with half my eye lip open.. Think tt is all i can think of.. Tired mind = useless thinking..

Signing Off,
Vincent

Living In Fear

Hmmm, quite a while since i last updated.. lol.. currently was now living in fear.. was veri scared of going to school every single day.. Today thought the nightmare was going to be over, but in the end found out tt the nightmare has just began.. Though ppl says do not think too much abt it, but they do not realli noe wad happen and i juz stop myself from thinking abt this.. its super scary and u do not noe wad will happen in the end.. Hopefully things will turn out the way tt i hope for..

Been staying back in club room for a few days, found out tt staying there is more fun den returning home and facing the lappy for dunno how many hrs while nth is completed.. Thought reaching home will be quite late, but its worth it.. The ability to escape my parents' blame pushing plus nagging is wad i wanted.. Every time when there is a problem, the 1st person to be pointed to will always be me.. kind of cannot take it..

Watched Transformers for the 3rd time this week.. No matter how many times i watched this show, it juz doesnt seem to bore me.. It is still as exciting as ever, as interesting as ever.. And i even bought the transformers figure, the one that can transform.. Saturday going back to the shop to get Jazz.. lol.. The car is cool..

Harry Potter last book is coming out on satuday.. lol.. realli looked forward to it.. wonder what is the ending of the story.. And will there be any surprises.. hmm.. thinking..

The endless amount of doubts still wondering in my head as days passed.. But slowly each doubt will be cleared, though some of it wasnt the answer i was looking for, while some of it was the expected answer..

Shall stop here, tml there is a mock interview and my team happens to be lucky number one.. hope everythings goes smoothly.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Curious

Okay.. was playing Grando Espanda.. and kind of bored.. though playing mission.. but the mobs seems to be not my killed.. not my killed equals nth to take or loot.. so super bored..

Okay.. here is the doubt of the day/week.. Is it that going home with friend will bond faster and closer den usual friends u meet in school or club.. coz from wad i observe, it seems to be this way.. hmm.. wondering..

BandzOut is over le.. left with one final event.. and den is bye bye.. wahaha.. so enthu of tt day's forthcoming.. haha.. hmm.. wad can i say abt BandzOut. still not my style of music.. lol.. but overall good job.. haha.. nth else..

I found out tt not enough slp will actually cause great harm to my emotions.. cant seems to control it well.. B4 the event was super high.. and i think not many ppl see me really high b4 tt is why they think i am scary.. lol.. den when the event started.. become beri sianz.. slowly after the last band performance.. my emo went for a deep dive.. and i actually teared.. well, as usual no one will notice. after tt back to normal self again.. pathetic right.. lol. need more slp.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Mixture Of Good & Bad Feelings

Hmmm.. could not sleep so wake up switch on com and blog awhile..

Wednesday
It was Yew King's and Anders Kor's birthday.. lol.. Plus my 10% presentation of project..

Project
Was super sad when my grp present to teacher and was told tt we could onli get an unstable B.. Lucky he got tell us the things we need to improve on in order to get an A.. And i am going to aim and work hard for it.. At least an A is better for my final sem project..

Yew King's Birthday
Actually wanted to meet up to pass him the presents personally, but his breaks clashes with my lessons time so could not personally pass him.. Left his presents inside clubroom together with the "last minute" self made card.. Wow.. Found out tt the jacket i gave was his first jacket.. so honoured.. lol.. He also noe tt i am afraid to talk to him.. haha.. but i think things will change for the better liao.. wahaha..

Harry Potter Movie Preview
Also went to watch Harry Potter preview.. The tickets were bought by Hakim.. Thanks.. okay now for the movie.. the movie was not good at all.. It was from the thickest book and become the shortest movie.. OMG.. somemore alot of things are either changed or not shown at all.. zzz.. and somemore there is onli one fighting scene which is at the end.. realli not worth the money.. BUT TRANSFORMERS still ROCKS!! Going cine to get the figurerings(spelt wrong) that can transform.. Super high lar.. haha.. Disappointed..

Today
WAhaha.. super happy.. Got a new brother/kor.. haha.. I like my ship model.. but i forget to save it.. Next post will display the ship that i created.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Outcome Of The Long Wait.

HAHA.. finally.. after the long wait..

Yesterday went to sentosa with Wei Jian and Janet.. haha.. reach sentosa.. immidiately bought tickets for Song of the Sea.. Haf the tickets in hand and stomach was growling, so we decided to try the Silk Road ...(forget the spelling) but it wasnt open yet.. so end up having out lunch at KouFu.. Have to say, the food there is totally tasteless.. u have to add the seasonings urself.. haha..

After lunch, walk up to Imbiah station to Butterfly Park.. haha.. Okay.. Inside there, lots of butterflies are on display.. N those gaint butterflies, u can actually see the hair/fur(dunno which one) clearly.. Its kind of disgusting.. lol.. There are actually a lots of beetles that can be found in Singapore.. lol.. And the whole list of Singapore's Insects are displayed there except for ants.. lol.. After looking at the displays, we head to the park which is totally filled with Buttleflies.. lol.. At first was veri afraid to go through it, but Janet was even afraid than both me and wei jian.. so our fears simply disappeared.. lol.. Exit the park and is Insect Kingdom, which is displays of Beetles, some spiders, some other insects and many informations..

Gaint Beetles

Male and female butterfly mixture

Once we are outside Butterfly Park and Insect Kingdom, we head towards Underwater World.. But its at the end of Siloso Beach, so we took the skyride down to Siloso beach and walked for a while coz the tram that is supposed to go to the place arrived.. lol.. simply took it and ride it tothe end.. haha.. Underwater World is right in front of us.. bought the tickets.. lol.. Inside is packed with ppl.. some are playing with the touch pool, others are looking at ppl feeding stingrays.. lol.. Lots of new things are being displayed there.. lol.. and a whole lots of Crabs! There is also sth new.. i think its called the "ice angel".. its like a growing red thing that has transparent body.. it lives at 2 degrees!! Okay.. The tunnel was the same i think.. Janet was realli pissed off by the ppl there.. coz they are like pushing and squeezing here and there.. As for Wei Jian.. erm.. busy with his own surroundings.. haha.. Exited the world.. to have a break before going to Dolphin Lagoon..

Some anicent underwater creatures

Ice Angel

We walked back to Beach Station as we wan to sit down at Coffee Bean and rest... haha.. but the Coffee Bean is out door.. So Janet + Wei Jian thought they saw one that is indoor.. lol.. so we walked up to Imbiah Station.. WAHAHA.. AND!! found out that the Coffee Bean there is also OUTDOOR!! haha.. Bought out coffees and sit down rest and chat.. wahaha.. talked abt everything.. haha.. When its abt 5pm, we took the red line down to Dolphin lagoon.. lol.. Watch Pink Dolphin performed.

Pink Dolphins in action

After the performance, we walked back to Beach Station.. lol.. Seems to be full of walking.. haha.. actually it is full of walking.. WAHAHA.. Took the skyride up to Imbiah Station.. lol.. and Run to the 4D Magix.. haha.. Why is it 4D.. haha.. actually it is 3D and in addition to that, it let the person feels the effects.. eg.. there was this scene when the pirate lucky knocks one of his crew, the chair will move(jerk(wrong spelling)).. there was a scene where crabs attack one of the crew.. holy man.. The bottom of the chair spray sth tt will bites.. and it hurts.. haha.. Overall this ride isnt as good.. and is a neck breaker.. haha..

After the ride, we took the sky ride down to Beach Station to catch wad i have been waiting for.. WAHAHA.. MUSICAL FOUNTIAN AKA SONG OF THE SEA!!! The starting was super bored.. But when the real effects come, it is SUPERB!!! haha.. was too engross in the effects den to watch wad is happening.. Luckily, my camera is in my hand.. haha.. i automatic take lots of photos.. haha.. THIS IS WORTH THE WAITING!! AND IS AWESOME!!!

After the show, we took skyride up to Imbiah Station and rush to ride the CineBlast.. wahaha.. though have to watch a long video b4 the ride.. The ride is FUN!! Its abt how a log is being process and the areas it has to go through.. wahaha.. superb fun.. After the ride, we walk back down to Beach Station to take the monorail back to vivo city to have our dinner.. haha.. We ate Carls' Jr.. haha.. the mushroom is not beri nice if u eat without anything... haha.. after dinner is home sweet home..

AFTER 7 MONTHS OF WAITING!! WAHAHAHAHAHAH.. COOOOOOL!!!

Signing Off,
Vincent

Present Hunt

Today went to Orchard with Yuan Ching.. lol.. nan de right.. lol.. Actually got purpose de.. to look for Yew King de birthday present(s).. When we first depart from sch, we been quarreling over any matters until we left.. wahaha.. Reach orchard.. 1st stop went to wisma.. haha.. walked the shops tt she thinks will have Yew King's shirt.. den after half an hr ltr, sit outside G2000 to wait for Lynn.. haha.. At first, Yuan Ching asked me to share the present so that we can buy a watch for him.. Actually i dun like to share ppl presents.. but since is like the last person in excos i am buying present for, so anything lor.. den we procceed to the shops selling watches.. WAHAHAHA!! The watches she choose are super EX!! even combine also not enough.. lol..

Next, we went to look for ice-cream.. haha.. coz i wan to eat.. Actually intended to eat Anderson Ice-Cream.. but cant find one.. den we go to the ice-cream vendor outside paragon.. haha.. super funny... den go to Heeren to continue the hunt.. wahaha.. den did not find any suitable.. wahaha.. so we went to have our dinner 1st b4 heading back to the shop where we found the most suitable.. wahaha.. during dinner.. WAHAHA!! another ally found!! haha.. okay a bit siao.. haha..

Okay.. here is the answer to why i buy the present.. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO!! *BREAK DOWN AND CRY LIKE HELL* Sth in my head tells me to buy present for him.. that why i buy.. okay.. settle.. wahaha..

SUNDAY GOING SENTOSA!! SENTOSA!!!!!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Think Back.

Currently In School WAiting for lesson to start.. so blog a little..

Monday
I only have one hr of lesson so went to watch Transformers with Janet & Wei Jian.. The movie was superb!! seriously.. Win Fantastic 4 & Spiderman.. haha.. Left Harry Potter to win it... haha.. This movie is worth the amount spent buying the ticket.. it is juz Great.. So good until no words can describe it.. But there is some weird things in the movie..
1) Where did Barricade go to? it wasnt destory..
2) How can someone came out from the right door of the car and appear to be sitting on the left side.. interesting right..

Tuesday
Reached School earlier than i expected.. so decided to walk ard.. Saw the Phat Nite Booth.. den decide to avoid as many ogls as possible.. took the lift up to lvl 5.. saw Beng and he kind of disturb me to make me took off my earphones.. lol.. Was thinking of going to the club room.. but on second thought decided to get me a cup of ice milo.. haha.. walk down to mac.. on lvl 4, saw Nicky they all.. decide to avoid them by walking faster.. on the way to mac, saw Boon Kin Kor coming out of Kou Fu(spell wrong).. thinking by getting to mac faster and going back to lvl 4 will avoid him.. Okay.. dunno why but i juz wan to avoid ppl on tt point of time.. Bought my drink and 1st person i saw when i walk out of mac is Boon Kin Kor, so was in a state of stun.. but said hi to him.. den next walk a short distance, saw Nicky they all.. wave hi to them.. Lastly, upon reaching lvl 4, saw a lot of Ogls... DIAO!! those i wan to avoid seems to fail!. -.- okay.. nvm..
have a practical test for my Games Development.. i think i flung it.. haha. dunno how to do the second part... Anyhow put codes.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Sleeping Disorder

I think i am suffering from a serious case of sleeping disorder.. cant seem to go to dream world this few days.. have to turn here and turn there for dunno how long den off to there.. sometimes worst.. slp, wake up, slp, wake up.. WA!! cant tahan.. Is there a way to cure this.. or i should make myself super tired den go to bed immediately.. GRRR..

Side track.. There is this cockroach in my kitchen.. It comes on at the same time everyday and always comes from the same place.. i ask my maid to try to kill it.. but i think the hole tt it "lives" is deep.. lol.. Janet ask me to go and make friend with it.. lol.. imagine.. Me going up to a cockroach.. squad down, saying this : "Hi there, my name is Vincent. What's yours. Pls to meet you." LOL.. maybe it will reply(too much cartoons).. haha.. or it will transform into some robots(too much transformers)..

Veri saddening lor.. kanna shoot tt i everyday ask start off a conversation with the same things.. cannot help it ma.. cant think of new ways when my mind is full of other things.. Anyway.. I will COME OUT with sth new.. SERIOUS!!

Signing off,
Vincent

NEWater

Yesterday there was this field trip to NEWater plant.. lol.. All of the year 3 that are studying have to go.. At first i thought the plant will be at somewhere ard Tuas.. but was wrong, it is actually just beside Expo.. lol.. And the bus.. most interesting bus ever.. Its a aircon bus, but i am actually sweating inside the bus.. NO, the air con isnt spoil.. lol..




Reach the plant.. 1st thing is the out look.. seems nice.. and the water fountain is veri nice too.. lol... As we step into the plant.. typically unsure of what are we waiting for until someone give some instructions which most ppl cant hear.. We climb up a fleet of stairs and saw one counter saying 5 million bottles.. At this point, i ask Kor Kor this.. Do they count the bottles on how much they given out or how much ppl drink.. lol.. Typically we are juz watching videos, videos and videos.. lol.. B4 we see the machines, there was this floor fountain.. okay.. that fountain was pretty cool but there was a this smelly smell.. Smelly like the sewers or the NEWater.. lol..



Into the viewing of the machines, the person was explaining how the machines work, but there was this station that shows mircoscopic insects.. It is veri disgusting! and some are like everywhere.. After viewing the machines is back to sch liao..

This way out figure is veri interesting.. lol..

Nowadays was watching Xiaolin Showdown.. lol.. Quite a Nice and funny show.. Everyday wont fail to miss it.. wahahaha...

Bought two new games.. SNK VS CAPOM CARD FIGHTERS DS and TRANSFORMERS : DECIPTICONS.. lol.. next game will be HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHONIEX.. ^^ Now choosing to see whether wan to buy a sony camera or a canon camera.. coz they are of the same price but not sure which one is better.. lol..

Signing Off,
Vincent

The Wait for Musical Fountain

Sunday went to Sentosa with Regina, Stella, Wei Shan and James.. Our purpose for going was to watch Musical Fountain.. or Song of the sea(new name).. when we are abt to enter Sentosa through the monorail.. there is a sign saying "FULL HSE".. 1st reaction.. SIANZ.. But den on 2nd thought.. we already bought the ticket le.. so muz as well we go walk ard.. lol.. Alight at IMBIAH Station den say one ogl(forget the name) .. Almost everywhere we go we took photos.. lol.. After that we walk to the Beach station and take the tram to kill time.. haha.. Soon we procceed to the most southern part of asia.. Saw a lot of couples doing their couple thing.. lol.. Wei Shan and James are like trying to disturb them.. in addition, i join them looking for ppl who are *ahem aheming* lol.. Took a break at Koufu which is super cold.. N to make things worst, They eat cold desserts.. WAHAHA.. the coldness.. walked back to Beach station, took the monorail back to Vivo City.. Ate Carl's Jr.. THE BURGER is the size of my PLAM!! tt is super big!! but manage to finish.. After tt is home sweet home..

Some photos taken.. lol..

Was pissed off by some person.. Keep asking me to send photos to him.. den he did not send his side to me.. but expect me to go and loot from the internet.. GRRR!!

1st day of sch after the break.. lol. i think the break is too long le.. forget some things.. but manage to pick up after a while... phew... lol.. Now looking for a song by Cherry Filter.. lol.. its title is Happy Days..

Signing Off,
Vincent

MapleSEA 2nd Anniversay

Today went to Maple 2nd Anniversay with Audrey.. lol.. meet at 11am.. reach there.. den see the no of ppl.. we are like OMG!! den see the queue.. sianz.. lol.. so we go and walk ard 1st.. haha.. Audrey said that we have to verify our password to get sth.. so we went to ask ard.. in the end we have to procceed to lvl 3 to find tt place.. on our way there, Audrey saw her friend.. They join us when we are queuing up for the exchanging of coupons.. lol.. played 5 of the 7 games.. coz did not have enough coupons.. 2 went missing.. lol.. Oh ya.. there is this thing call

Gacha Mob.. Its a card that u have to paste stickers on it leaving five mobs to be unpaste.. den u have to wait fot the mc to choose the mobs and compare against ur card.. if u manage to match 5 mobs.. den u will win..

this Mc is realli irritating.. she keep picking mobs that are not in our cards.. and the most no of matchs i had is 4!! lol.. the rest are either one or 2.. -.-.. Drey and i camp there until 6.. coz she was hoping to get the premium pushies.. lol.. but did not get any..

Another thing.. there was this guy at the Party Quest Booth.. He and Samuel (OGL) got some resemblance.. lol.. den i thouhgt he is his bro.. lol.. haha.. but check with him le.. he is not.. SAd.. if is jiu good.. haha..

The event and games are fun and interesting... but there is a minor problem.. the Queue Line is somehow weird.. 1 queue that will eventually spilt into 2.. lol.. And a lot of ppl do not noe where to queue..

Okay.. here are some of the photos of the booths.. 1st time having pics.. lol..

Here i wan to thank Boon Kin Kor, juz now shared with him some problems i am facing and almost wan to give up le.. Through his words, learn lots of things.. oh ya.. and wan to thanks Regina, Stella, Wei Shan(ogl) and Janet.. lol.. For their care and concern.. keep asking me to think the other way and being there for me.. Will remember wad u all said..^^

A BIG THANK YOU!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Little Red Dot

YOZ!! went to take part in this new variety show call Code Red (Ai Shang Xiao Hong Dian)(hope i did not spell wrong)..

Location is at Jurong Green CC.. Okay... that is super far away from my hse.. somemore did not get any slp coz my parents plus brother came back from their trip to China.. l0l..

People who went.. Eugene, Kamal, Eileen, Xiao Wei, Boon Kin, Chuan Lim, Jessica, May, May' mum, May's cousin, May's aunt, Nicky, AO, Cheryl, Sabby, Wei Shan, Yew King, Theodore, Nat, Eileen's friend, May's uncle(i think) and me.. lol.. hopefully i did not leave anyone out..

Reach there at 8 close to 9.. super early right.. lol.. den we waited for the mediacorp ppl to come.. den waited for the hosts to arrive.. den wait for them to set up and everything.. den take a few shots den start to say the jingle in order to past the FIRST round.. After that we have to take a trival test of history and current singapore.. Side track a while.. History of Singapore will be easy for me.. And u know wad the person ask me.. Singapore's minister of some department and some other chim words that i dun even understand.. nvm.. den second round she ask me.. WORST!! WAD THE HELL IS BARBAR(dunno how to spell)(now i noe le).. and den veri pissed off le.. anyway skip this part.. skip skip skip.. den they(the rest coz i wasnt with them) decided to spilt into two grps in order to secure the 10k.. coz there wasnt much participants.. and most of ppl there are our ppl.. i am anything.. lol.. So this is how we spilt..

Adrian's Team :
Eugene (Team leader), May's Cousin(Team Leader), May's mum, May, Jessica, Boon Kin, Kamal, Yew King, Xiao Wei, Nicky, one gal from RP plus me..

Michelle's Team (i SPELL WRONG)
Chuan Lim(Team Leader), Sabby(Team Leader), Eileen, Eileen's Friend, May's aunt + uncle, Theodore, Wei Shan, AO, Cheryl, Nat and another gal..

Kym's Team basically are ppl we dunno.. lol..

We got the ball number 2,6,8 and almost got 11.. WA!! super anixous at tt time.. coz our riddle is the same one as kym.. and they started some time before us.. and we solve it and rushing there.. but in the end they got the ball 1st.. Overall, Chuan Lim's team won by getting 4 balls.. Congrates.. lol.. they super zai..
After the race, some more shots and den give out money, take photos.. i left after took few photos.. coz got sth on.. missed out a lot of things as usual.. super sad and pissed..

Sry that there is no photos.. coz lazy to go and take them..

be sure to catch epsiode 6 of Code Red, Channel 8 on the 17/7/07.. wow so many 7s.. lol.. gonna record DOWN!!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Withdrawn Self

Okay, this is what i am feeling right now.. i think that i cant communicate with ppl anymore.. i starting to withdraw myself to the limit.. There is no common topic, unsure of wad to say and dun even haf the courage to speak up.. The reason.. *blank*

Today went to celebration Stella and Regina's birthday.. both belated.. Ppl who went are Stella, Regina, Wei Shan, James, Tobias, Daniel, Lucinda, Lynn, BK and me.. Have to apologise for the stoning sessions that i kept doing.. Actually i am not stoning.. i am thinking abt stuff.. Plus i dunno wad to say.. Yupz.. but i believe they have a great time.. WHY IN THE WORLD DO I HAVE TO LEAVE EARLY.. Go for a movie which is not fantastic at all.. like wasting my time.. T_T

Okay.. i now noe why ppl dun get wad i am trying to say with my nick le.. coz i dun directly say the feeling but i go one big round.. that is why.. i will be more direct next time..

Signing Off,
Vincent

Questioning..

Richard juz now told me not to question my exsistance which have been happening for the past 2 months.. and told me tt is not good.. ltr will break down.. and told me is a must to be myself..

Here is my reply..
I noe there is ppl tt cared abt me.. i thanked them greatly.. But how do i stop the qsning.. When ppl ard me keep doing stuff tt they unknownly shoot one arrow into my heart... i am trying to block as many as i can le.. treating them as invisible.. but the amount is too much for me to block.. and sometimes my mind will bring it up by itself... plus.. i think break down once in a while is good.. so i dun haf to act a strong front everytime..

Messages :

Boon Kin Kor : "Thanks again.."

Signing off,
Vincent

OFFICALLY QUIT

I am seriously beri pissed off... Almost everyone come and talk to me in msn are abt the same things.. "Can send me photos?" After a while, "Thanks"..Ppl dun chat with u during normal days.. but whenever after an event.. everyone who u did not chat with will come and ask u for photos.. and once u send them.. they wont care abt u until after the next event.. even those i respect a lot..

I mean isnt there anything else to talk abt.. Or does my forehead have the words "Photos Collection Booth" on it.. Plus i dun remember my nick puts these words "Come and collect the photos."

Since that is the way, den i noe wad i should do.. I quit as the cameraman.. For the next 2 events, i am going to see how they are going to do.. And i wont take any photos for mini club stuff...

SUPER PISSED OFF!!

Signing off,
Vincent

Another Busy Day

Another event over liao.. fast right.. Congrates to the winners..

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!! everyday got the same question comes to my mind.. onli form in a different way.. but meaning is the same..

"i treat this person so good.. but wad do she/he think of u..??"

When can i get the answer.. or the answer is juz right in front of me juz tt i dun wan to go and retrieve it.. hmmm...


Sometimes i feel like doing this.. go to the Club photos folder and delete every single thing.. Coz whenever i look at the photos.. they bring back memories.. but i think out of 250 photos, there is onli 1 photo with me inside.. Its like i loot all this photos from some unknown webby and save it.. kind of pissed and sad lar.. But i cant wait till AGM.. see how they are going to get my photos..
Every event ppl will come to me and ask me this qsn. "Vincent, can help me take photo.?" and then not a "thank you".. but this one nvm.. No one actually come up to me and ask me this. "Vincent, come take photo together.".. Feel veri down lor.. though always putting up a strong front...

think tt is all for today ba..

Signing off,
Vincent

How Much Longer Can I Hold On.

hmm.. since i have a little time.. den come and blog a while.. haha..

During my 18 birthday.. when i was celebrating it, i thought tt my 18year old life will be a good one.. but as the days pass by, my thinking was proven to be wrong.. and its getting worst..

There is this fire burning inside me.. and its getting bigger as the days pass.. People seems to unknowingly adding oil into the fire making it bigger.. And i dunno how long can i hold on to.. I think another big spark will make me go wild or crazy..

Hmm.. out of curiousity.. i always like to ask myself this qsn. "I treat this person so well, but wad does this person thinks of u? An irritating pest? A friend? or a passerby? or A buddy?" but i dun realli go up tt person and ask this qsn.. coz i noe it will be beri stupid of me.. so all i have to do is observe.. and sometimes, i get the answer i needed..

I remembered when i started this blog. i stated that this blog will onli contain all the happiness.. but from wad i posted.. i dun think there is alot of happiness... well.. no choice anyway..

Signing off,
Vincent

Low Mental Defences.

haha.. few days did not updates liao.. haha.. dunno wad to write ma.. lol.. now at least have sth to write liao..

Hmm.. last week went to watch Spiderman 3 twice.. haha.. once with Janet and Wei jian.. the other time with BK Kor, his sister, Lynn, Regina and Tobias.. haha.. During the 1st time of watching, i was needing the toilet den thought tt the show was draggy.. But when watch the second time, its okay.. haha.. but have to say the graphics was super cool.. haha..

Den bought my new bag, NDS.. and dled Granado Espada.. COOL GAME SEH.. haha..

hmm.. nowadays abit weird sia.. keep going to emo mood.. dunno why also.. listen to music half way.. den mind auto switch to emo mood.. emo mood nvm.. think think think.. den become beri sad or emo.. siao one.. think not enough slp or wad.. hope this week wont be the same.. Too much emo is not good.. Will think of beri stupid and lame stuff.. think liao nvm.. Think until like the knife go pierce into the heart like tt.. STUPID right..

OOO.. XV is coming this week.. haha.. hope to see it successful.. Wow.. this week got a lot of stuff lor.. XV.. Idea Presentation 15%.. Storyboarding + textures 25%.. XML assignment 10%.. siao one right.. Muz have enough rest.. if not go crazy.. haha..

This time no msg as usual.. hahaha...

Signing off,
Vincent.

STOP BEING STUPID AND STUBBORN!!!

Sad Inner Self

I hate being the smallest and shortest.. even though there is a pro and con.. ppl tend to treat me differently.. Sometimes when i saw how they treat their friends and the way they treat me.. i somehow wish tt the person could be me.. i think tt they treat me as a small kid.. tt why the different treatment.. but the fact is i am onli few months younger than them.. onli few cms shorter than them..They also try to keep as much things from me as they can.. they will use excuses like immature or its not for children.. dunno why they dun wan to let me noe.. as if it will kill them..

Talents.. i admire ppl with different talents and skills.. somehow wan to noe how they got it.. if i like it.. will dare to try it out.. but always failed.. i think tt i have no special talents.. juz a normal person..

Friends.. hmm.. can say tt i haf lots of friends.. but they are onli friends.. not those who are so close to me tt is able to tell wad am i thinking at any moment of time.. And i dun even haf someone tt is close to be able to tell all my troubles.. can onli emo on my own.. Almost everyday i will think in my mind, i treat them as good buddies but wad do they treat me as..

Not all the troubles can be describe in words.. and i am not those types tt will say it out so easily... even inside here doesnt contain all my troubles.. they are like 20% of them here.. T-T

dunno wad to write liao.. and dun feel like continuing..

Signing off,
Vincent

Unfairness

wow.. so fast week 2 over liao.. haha.. hmm.. this week ar.. wasnt as stressful as last week lor.. XV proposal also hand in liao.. Committee can relax for a while liao.. haha.. den my game still not complete.. so need to chiong like hell tml and sunday and monday and tuesday.. haha.. den need to do the report.. haha.. hmmm.. den jiu nth much liao.. the rest dun wan to say.. haha..

Now back to topic..

hmm.. how to begin.. today juz feel totally unfair inside club lor... i juz a CC senior.. and not the one signing the proposal.. den haf to do so much things for the proposal.. and the one signing the proposal did so little things.. did not even noe much abt the games and the routes.. wad the hell lar.. if u wan to be the event advisor.. juz do ur job properly and do like one lar.. anyway.. this is over liao.. the proposal is submitted.. so dun wan to care too much.. haha..

next.. exco A come up to me and ask whether am i too close with the ogls.. den dunno say wad else.. i agreed tt i am close to the ogls.. and i dun get it why tt exco came up to me and use a serious tone to tell me tt.. and i dunno why tt person onli ask me abt this.. there are also some other excos who are close with the ogls right.. i dun see tt exco going up to them and question them abt this.. come on lar.. wan to question jiu hold a meeting and question in front of every exco.. not in a 7-11 shop which so small and i cant do anything.. hate this sia.. everytime say love all the excos.. but i dun even feel the love coming from the person saying tt sentence.. feel like going up to them and ask wad do u mean by love.. or u juz say say onli.. wan to make an impression tt we are a family.. COME ON!! PPL HAVE EYES TO SEE AND EARS TO LISTEN!! DUN BE STUPID OR DUMB CAN!!

shit.. wan to blog some other thing.. but cant remember wad is it.. so heck for now..

Message..

Boon Kin Kor : "have a speedy recovery.. ^^"

Signing off,
Vincent

Cold Water

OMG!! have to bath in cold water for dunno how many days.. And have to bear with it like hell.. haha.. no choice..

Signing off,
Vincent

Week 1 of Year 3

Hee hee.. finally week 1 of year 3 is over.. haha.. wad can i say abt this week.. well.. Mostly a bit kan jiong.. coz some module are out to scare the hell out of us.. and some are lame.. the rest are interesting.. haha..

Almost killed some lecturers man.. Dun haf lesson also dunno how to email us.. make us wait there like some idoits.. waste our slping time and travelling time.. stupid man.. den haf nth to do until the next lessons.. which is like hrs later.. But wad the heck.. hope it wont happen again.. den have to stay back almost everyday to see the XV ppl.. Quite disappointing lar.. coz the committee haf 32 ppl.. den less than half turn up during meeting.. And GM and SM meeting.. worst.. 3-6 turn up nia.. but they haf to do with their ppl.. Tried helping them as much as possible le.. den kanna said by some other excos.. Life is tough man..

Thursday.. went to Jam N Hop.. was veri pissed off with some ppl.. coz they said to go to this event.. den in the end did not turn up.. some better.. at least got turn up.. but leave super early.. i was like diao.. this is wad u called "ALL EXCOS GO TO JAM N HOP?" at 1st i did not want to go de.. but was pulled there by victoria and jade.. den jiu go see see lor.. go in.. diao.. music tempo wrong.. no bouncers.. den onli center ppl are high.. the rest are like pathetic idoits shaking their head dunno for wad reason.. Den half way went to find regina and chat.. haha.. den she went off liao.. went back to Jam N Hop.. seriously.. its a beri pathetic event lar.. got one dancer(dunno from where) is simply trying to show off his wushu skills and some random Street Fighters' skills.. Was veri interesting.. too bad i dun haf my camera with me at tt point of time.. if not i sure record down and watch it over and over again.. Can laugh at his extremely thick-skin face too... When the MCs are asking the floor abt the performances.. he can actually raise his hand up high in the air and pose.. SUPER DUPER INTERESTING LIKE MAD!!! den eventually kanna thrown light sticks.. hahaha.. after tt top 5 are chosen.. den top 3.. den the floor is open again.. After some time, some random guest band went on stage and perform.. OMG!! THAT IS THE WORST BAND I EVER HEARD AND SEEN!!! i even sing better den the lead singer.. THEY TOTALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE!! den throw light sticks den home sweet home..

Friday.. Nth much happen juz tt the Angel who is supposed to teach us did not get her permission granted.. haha.. den jiu break like mad.. haha.. den jiu eat and chat.. den jiu have lessons.. den jiu meeting.. den found out onli 3 ppl turn up.. den Tobias told me tt he is sick.. At tt moment i was like WAD THE HELL!! U SICK STILL COME!! COURTING FOR DEATH?? den rush them to do everything asap.. den go home rest..

Saturday.. rot at home.. eat.. rot at home again.. movie.. watch Fracture.. it is kind of hard to disguest at 1st.. den slowly everything will turn out fine.. haha.. but i found one of the line veri interesting.. i think it goes like this.. "If u look carefully at every egg, u can find a point tt is breakable.. it is onli a matter of time.." super duper nice.. haha.. maybe will put as my nick.. den jiu go home rest..

Sunday.. rot at home at 1st..den jiu go out.. haha.. hunt for bday cake with lynn.. some kind one.. haha.. hunted the whole of ps.. den finally decided on one.. haha.. den go to mac and wait for BK.. den jiu chat chat chat.. den go window shopping. if i am not wrong.. den go makan some korean food. if i am not wrong.. den jiu head towards sim lim.. haha.. den find lynn's adaptor... cant find.. den find my game.. haha.. bought a random game.. hope it turns out to be the genre i am looking for.. tml den start playing.. haha.. den jiu go to lao pa sa(think spell wrong).. eat bbq things again.. haha.. den celebrate BK's belated bday.. den chat chat chat.. 1st time watching ppl eat cake with a chop stick.. its kind of interesting.. haha.. got this indian guy keep asking us to buy his tissure papers for 5 times sia.. was thinking does he noe tt he asked us for the 5th time liao.. and we rejected him for 5 times too.. got chat abt a lot of things.. things like games.. club things.. who and who together.. and some random stuff.. haha.. After tt jiu home sweet home.. but b4 tt.. we went to the toilet.. and took photos outside it.. haha... Oh ya.. we forget how to go to lao pa sa.. haha.. den slowly recall our way there.. yea.. tt is abt all lor..

Was surprised when BK said he was thinking of leaving the club.. coz it did not came across my mind tt BK will wan to leave the club.. STUN!

I TOTALLY DUNNO WAD MY TUTORIAL FOR XMLMS IS ABT!!! HAHA.. and i completed them by copy and pasting..

Today special.. got messages :

Boon Kin Kor : " thanks for turning up.. though it did not turn up as we planned to be.. Hope u enjoy urself.. "

Signing off,
Vincent..

As The Sch Starts...

lol.. yesterday sch started.. haha.. 1st day was like pathetic man.. Actually got 1 tutorial and 1 lab.. den as usual.. 1st tutorial will always be cancelled.. but went early to buy books.. Who in the world will noe tt i onli got one book to buy.. Super sadded like mad.. den waited for 12pm lesson.. wait wait wait.. Went for tt lesson.. Thought tt there will be lessons.. BUT!! it turns out tt the lesson was also cancelled.. DIAO!! den haf to rot till 6pm for one XV meeting.. 6PM LEH!!! 1230 -6 !!! 5.5HRS OF ROTTING!!! Lucky got Regina and Wei Shan (OGL) and Stella to accompany me.. haha.. we walk the whole sch one round and find suitable males for Regina and Stella.. no choice.. This is wad happen to someone who is extremely bored.. haha.. Oh ya.. and i passed to BK kor his present.. haha.. Finally 6pm.. haha.. meeting was another waste of time.. coz the ogls seems to noe everything.. den nvm.. end fast.. go and play bball.. haha.. Eugene say tt whoever is able to shoot in from half court.. he will do 100 push ups.. den we tried and tried and tried.. I was shooting air ball all the way.. den i see them run and throw like veri interesting.. so i also give it a try.. who knows.. my 1st try and it went in.. i was like OMG!! UNBELIEVEABLE!! den play a while more jiu go up liao.. i go see the ogls' discussion.. Then they suddenly come bombard me with qsns.. diao.. haha.. nvm.. den let them noe lor.. haha.. den jiu went to woodlands with tobias.. den jiu slowly home sweet home.. haha..

2nd DAY!! 3.5hrs inside lab.. haha.. studying abt Games Development.. haha.. 1hr lecture.. den 2.5 hrs lab.. The lab was horrible.. I TOTALLY FORGET ABT CPP.. diao.. somemore i get a B+ for tt module sia.. omg.. gonna recall every single shit tt was thrown to me man... cant return to teacher yet.. haha.. den vet the proposal.. another hell.. well as usual it was hell.. den waited for theodore to return.. den jiu home sweet home.. ahah.. well.. that is abt everything tt happen..

Lets await what will happen from Today(18.4.07) onwards.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent