Wondering why my life is still so sucky.. been to so many places and know so many people.. But i can onli consider few to be my friends.. Richard told me to think of happy thoughts and make my inner-side a happy kid.. but how to? Everytime you wan to talk to someone, there is no one there and all you could do is keep them to yourself. Let them bottle up.. Once its filled, release all at one go at somewhere no one will even notice after that repeat the process again.. Imagine doing this with a smile on your face every single minute and entertaining everyone else.. Kind of hard huh? Well, for me.. its not very hard now.. can say been doing it since dunno when.. This is not onli for the bad haps that happen to me.. Even when i am overjoy by sth, i cant find a single person to share it with.. well, the good thing is not all the thing.. MOST OF THE TIME.. When you are high, you cant show your true colors, have to contain as much as you can so that the people wont be afraid or scared of you.. ARGH!! how i wish that my life would be a better one..
should stop here.. posting without even seeing wad i am typing.. .. and in the office somemore..

Signing off,
Vincent

Another week has past..

Well at KPMG, new ppl join again.. this time are interns from NP.. lol.. but i think i dunno.. We have enough ppl to do the project, why need more people and in the end, we have to spend sometime teaching the new guys what we have learn one month ago and let them do some of our stuff which aren't much.. curious.

I release that as we get older, we get to know more friends.. and the friends just keep increasing.. And den when there are gatherings that are on the same day.. u dunno which side to go to.. one is you do not wan to spoil the newly form friendship, the other is your old friends.. and you are caught in between.. wishing you can be both at the same time.. Its a hard choice to make..

I'm still very stupid.. even with the knowledge that i will be thrown aside when i go, i still go for the party today.. end up being thrown one side and have to find a group and sit down there listen.. how stupid of me.. argh!!! Should have just pass the present to BK and went off.. stupid stupid stupid...

Went to the West side two days in a round.. one is go to get games from BK's working place.. the other is for a party... BK's working place give me a cosy feeling... dunno why but i can say the place is have a simple layout.. haha..

Just create the true friend test.. but i already know the results wont be good.. but no matter i still put it there..

off to game..

Signing off,
Vincent

Hahaha.. juz change my skin.. Thanks to Tian Wen Kor's help.. I choose the skin.. den he teach me to edit.. haha..

Orientation for the new year freshies is over. haha.. the overall is good.. but the part 1 is kind of boring.. haha.. though we see some of them that look like us.. haha.. but the SKIT! i can say its superb good.. Their actors are good and looks so real.. Good job..

Grand seniors and Seniors

Another week has pass.. haha... means 6 weeks more!! den free liao.. Another week of boredom too.. haha.. But there will be new interns coming in next week, hopefully can mix ard or wad.. haha.. ARGH!! dunno lar.. hoping can pass the 6 weeks faster.. next week going Boon Kin kor there to get some games.. wahahhaah..

Signing off,
Vincent

Found this very meaningful and wanted to bring home but keep forgetting to take home.. Its said by the director and scenarion writing of Final Fantasy VII.

"In the real world things are very different. You just need to look around you. Nobody wants to die that way. People die of disease and accident. Death comes suddenly and there is no notion of good or bad. It leavesnot a dramatic feeling but great emptiness. When you lose someone you loved very much you feel this big empty space and time. "If i had known this was coming i would have done things differently"...."

Yoshinori Kitase
Director & Scenario Writer of Final Fantasy VII

hee hee.. will come back and take it.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Another week has gone by.. And This week is a rather busy week..

Have a Exco bbq at my hse.. And this is the first time i can truely be myself without being afraid of anything.. Think its because its my hse ba.. not sure.. or is it because i have been myself in front of strangers and dun feel anything le.. hmmmm.. not sure..

Haha.. Few ppl teenagers life is ending this month.. Eg.. Wei jian's has ended.. and Boon Kin Kor's is ending in a week's time.. haha.. Well hope they have fun being teenagers.. lol.. its good while it lasted..

Last point. going to make it short and sweet though.
I can only do this much but i cant expect much in return.

Signing off,
Vincent

Here is one story that i write during my boring hours at my company.. LOL.. enjoy..

Office Rangers

Its another day at FClub and Cool Guy, Loud speaker, Owe Him 50k, Lao kpo, Guilty Face are rushing for their work as usual.

Loud Speaker as usual with his loud voice : "Eh, how come this one like tt ar?"as he faces some trouble with his codes.

Lao Kpo, who is always the 1st to be there when things happened, rushes over and says : "where where? what what?"

Cool guy with his cool attitude dun even bother to reply.

Owe Him 50k with his black face says "you return me money 1st then i will help you" and walks back to his sit.

Guilty Face walks over with his usual guilty looks and thoughts "i'm so guilty. i'm so guilty." and looks at Loud Speaker's computer. He ask "Is it your codes have some error?" and breathe loudly and says "must be. look at your codes."

Meanwhile not far from Hao Lian Building which the time is the exact opposite of Hong Leong Buildings, as the rangers are handling their coding problems, Xiao ren who is always trying to destroy FClub , shouts to his minions : "HOW COME I STILL CANT TAKE OVER FClub !!? FLY! WHERE IS MY LATEST MONSTER!??"

Fly, who is hovering around some food that is left on the table, flew back to Xiao ren and reply : "Today is not my turn to create monsters. HEEE HEEE HAHA. its Cant Speak Clearly's turn. HEEE HEEE HAHA.."

"I See. Cant Speak Clearly! WHERE ARE YOU AND WHERE IS MY NEW MONSTER?"

"I...a..m... still... wo...r...k...i...ng.. on.. it...Sir"

"What did you say? I cant hear you? Cant you speak clearly?"

"I.... am... st..ill..wwoorrkk..ing... on.. it.. Sir"

"Hurry up then. I want to see that you work overtime and produce the monster and it better be good. I dont care you created it before my bedtime or not.. I WANT YOU TO WORK OVERTIME!!"

With a sad look on her face, Cant Speak Clearly agreed unwillingly.

Back at FClub , the rangers finally solve Loud speaker's error without any help from the other rangers and its the end of the day. So the rangers packed their stuff and called it a day and went to town to have a relaxing time at the "Club".

"Sir! I.. Haff... fiinnn..ish... t...h.h...e... mm..ooonnnstter..."

Xiao ren who has juz woken up. "YAWNZZ!!! What did you say?"

"I havvee... ffinishh.. the.. monsttere"

"Well.. Show it to me."

An ugly, short and fat monster walks into the chamber.

"this.. sir.. isss.... GORZILLA!"

Fly flys over and asks "can i eat? looks delicious."

"Of course not. its for us to take over FClub . dont be greedy. go somewhere else."

Fly flys away.

"So. what does this Gorzilla can do?"

Cant Speak Clearly suddenly speaks so clearly that she does not need to repeat what she says.
"Sir, do not judge it by its looks. It maybe short and fat. But it can goble up anything in a spilt second. And and and. When its walks, it produces Earthquake that can make the Earth moves. It can also shoot out energy blasts. I'm sure that it can destory the power rangers for good this time."

"Hmmm. Well i have to trust you then. Send it to destroy
FClub now."

"ahhhhhhhh" replied Gorzilla.

"It makes a very weird sounds"

"Sorry sir. Its vocal cords was broken during the process."


Back on FClub , Gorzilla appear and starts eating anything that it can get its hands on. Humans, cars, computers, traffic lights, buildings, trees, etc.. Those passerbys who saw this scream in fear and run for their lives..


Just as the rangers are starting to enjoy themselves, Cool guy's watch sounds off. Its from their secret boss - ti go pei.

"Guys. Xiao ren just send his new monster to destory the town again. Hurry back to the base."

Cool guy who speaks for the 1st time and in a very high pitch. "Guys! we gotta go now."

Everyone else besides the rangers turn and look at him as they teleport away.

"WHATS UP BOSS?" question Loud Speaker.

"Look at the screen. And why did you all not bring any girls for me?"

Ingoring the boss's question, the rangers turn and look at the screen and saw Gorzilla destorying the town.

"We have to hurry before it eats up the whole town!" again with his high pitch voice.

"Ready Guys?"

"YES" replied all.

"Its Morphin Time!"

"50k!"

"Guilty"

"Kpo"

"LOUD"

"Cool"

They morph and head over to where Gorzilla is having a time of its life.

"ITS THE END FOR YOU!" shouted Loud Speaker

"AHHHHHHHHH.. More FOOD!!" and shoot out a energy blast.

"ARGHHHHH..." As the energy blast had a direct hit at the rangers.

"Alright no more mr nice guy. this mob owe me 50k!" and Owe Him 50k rushes over and start to punch and kick Gorzilla.

"Wait!!!"

Before the rest can help him, Owe Him 50k had already been eaten up by Gorzilla.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!" Shouted Loud Speaker and Lao Kpo.

"I'm so guilty that i did not help him."

Just then Gorzilla's back started to glow as it charges for another energy blast.

"Guys, this is it. We must combine our weapons and finish him off before it finishs charging." said Cool guy.

"I'm so guilty that i did not stop him."

"its not time to be guilty right now!"

"Dark Shades" as Cool guy took out his weapon.

"Paper Bag" as Guilty Face took out his weapon.

"Ampilifer" as Loud Speaker took out his weapon.

"Newspaper" as Lao Kpo took out his weapon.

They combine their weapon and form a weird looking thing. Immediately they throw their new form weapon at Gorzilla who is almost done charging.

As the new weapon almost hit Gorzilla, it finish charges and fires its energy blast at the weapon.

As the energy blast and the weapon hits, the weapon exploded and hits Gorzilla right in the face and its head was charred immediately. The rangers, who have enough time to react, run into a nearby building and hide until the explosion had disappear.

They step out and saw a dead Gorzilla lying on the ground. And at the moment they knew they cant save their dear fellow ranger.

"bi bi" sounded Cool guy's watch.

"Get rid of the body and pretend that Owe Him 50k did not even exist. Forget about him." commanded Ti Go Pei.

The rangers, who are colded blooded creatures immediately forget that their fellow ranger died, dumped the dead body into a canal and return to their own houses and rest.

Back at Xiao Ren's hideout.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! HOW COME ONLY 1 IS DEAD!! AND NOT ALL!! ARGH!!! OT OT OT! EVERYONE!! I WANT AN ARMY OF MONSTER!! CANT SPEAK CLEARLY CREATE MORE GORZILLAS!! EVERYONE OT I DONT CARE! I AM GOING TO REST NOW!"

"Yes Sir!" Replied Fly and Cant Speak Clearly sadly..

----------------------The End---------------------------

Next Episode.
A new ranger will appear.
Will the rangers be able to save the city again from the army of Gorzillas which are able to kill one of their own. What will happen? Stay tune.

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Small note.. The ppl inside are actually few of my colleagues..

And i know the ending is not very good.. lol.. but at tt point of time really no ideas and my OIC is walking around.. Will improve on the next epsiode.. next week...

Signing off,
Vincent