Unfairness

wow.. so fast week 2 over liao.. haha.. hmm.. this week ar.. wasnt as stressful as last week lor.. XV proposal also hand in liao.. Committee can relax for a while liao.. haha.. den my game still not complete.. so need to chiong like hell tml and sunday and monday and tuesday.. haha.. den need to do the report.. haha.. hmmm.. den jiu nth much liao.. the rest dun wan to say.. haha..

Now back to topic..

hmm.. how to begin.. today juz feel totally unfair inside club lor... i juz a CC senior.. and not the one signing the proposal.. den haf to do so much things for the proposal.. and the one signing the proposal did so little things.. did not even noe much abt the games and the routes.. wad the hell lar.. if u wan to be the event advisor.. juz do ur job properly and do like one lar.. anyway.. this is over liao.. the proposal is submitted.. so dun wan to care too much.. haha..

next.. exco A come up to me and ask whether am i too close with the ogls.. den dunno say wad else.. i agreed tt i am close to the ogls.. and i dun get it why tt exco came up to me and use a serious tone to tell me tt.. and i dunno why tt person onli ask me abt this.. there are also some other excos who are close with the ogls right.. i dun see tt exco going up to them and question them abt this.. come on lar.. wan to question jiu hold a meeting and question in front of every exco.. not in a 7-11 shop which so small and i cant do anything.. hate this sia.. everytime say love all the excos.. but i dun even feel the love coming from the person saying tt sentence.. feel like going up to them and ask wad do u mean by love.. or u juz say say onli.. wan to make an impression tt we are a family.. COME ON!! PPL HAVE EYES TO SEE AND EARS TO LISTEN!! DUN BE STUPID OR DUMB CAN!!

shit.. wan to blog some other thing.. but cant remember wad is it.. so heck for now..

Message..

Boon Kin Kor : "have a speedy recovery.. ^^"

Signing off,
Vincent

Cold Water

OMG!! have to bath in cold water for dunno how many days.. And have to bear with it like hell.. haha.. no choice..

Signing off,
Vincent

Week 1 of Year 3

Hee hee.. finally week 1 of year 3 is over.. haha.. wad can i say abt this week.. well.. Mostly a bit kan jiong.. coz some module are out to scare the hell out of us.. and some are lame.. the rest are interesting.. haha..

Almost killed some lecturers man.. Dun haf lesson also dunno how to email us.. make us wait there like some idoits.. waste our slping time and travelling time.. stupid man.. den haf nth to do until the next lessons.. which is like hrs later.. But wad the heck.. hope it wont happen again.. den have to stay back almost everyday to see the XV ppl.. Quite disappointing lar.. coz the committee haf 32 ppl.. den less than half turn up during meeting.. And GM and SM meeting.. worst.. 3-6 turn up nia.. but they haf to do with their ppl.. Tried helping them as much as possible le.. den kanna said by some other excos.. Life is tough man..

Thursday.. went to Jam N Hop.. was veri pissed off with some ppl.. coz they said to go to this event.. den in the end did not turn up.. some better.. at least got turn up.. but leave super early.. i was like diao.. this is wad u called "ALL EXCOS GO TO JAM N HOP?" at 1st i did not want to go de.. but was pulled there by victoria and jade.. den jiu go see see lor.. go in.. diao.. music tempo wrong.. no bouncers.. den onli center ppl are high.. the rest are like pathetic idoits shaking their head dunno for wad reason.. Den half way went to find regina and chat.. haha.. den she went off liao.. went back to Jam N Hop.. seriously.. its a beri pathetic event lar.. got one dancer(dunno from where) is simply trying to show off his wushu skills and some random Street Fighters' skills.. Was veri interesting.. too bad i dun haf my camera with me at tt point of time.. if not i sure record down and watch it over and over again.. Can laugh at his extremely thick-skin face too... When the MCs are asking the floor abt the performances.. he can actually raise his hand up high in the air and pose.. SUPER DUPER INTERESTING LIKE MAD!!! den eventually kanna thrown light sticks.. hahaha.. after tt top 5 are chosen.. den top 3.. den the floor is open again.. After some time, some random guest band went on stage and perform.. OMG!! THAT IS THE WORST BAND I EVER HEARD AND SEEN!!! i even sing better den the lead singer.. THEY TOTALLY SUCKS TO THE CORE!! den throw light sticks den home sweet home..

Friday.. Nth much happen juz tt the Angel who is supposed to teach us did not get her permission granted.. haha.. den jiu break like mad.. haha.. den jiu eat and chat.. den jiu have lessons.. den jiu meeting.. den found out onli 3 ppl turn up.. den Tobias told me tt he is sick.. At tt moment i was like WAD THE HELL!! U SICK STILL COME!! COURTING FOR DEATH?? den rush them to do everything asap.. den go home rest..

Saturday.. rot at home.. eat.. rot at home again.. movie.. watch Fracture.. it is kind of hard to disguest at 1st.. den slowly everything will turn out fine.. haha.. but i found one of the line veri interesting.. i think it goes like this.. "If u look carefully at every egg, u can find a point tt is breakable.. it is onli a matter of time.." super duper nice.. haha.. maybe will put as my nick.. den jiu go home rest..

Sunday.. rot at home at 1st..den jiu go out.. haha.. hunt for bday cake with lynn.. some kind one.. haha.. hunted the whole of ps.. den finally decided on one.. haha.. den go to mac and wait for BK.. den jiu chat chat chat.. den go window shopping. if i am not wrong.. den go makan some korean food. if i am not wrong.. den jiu head towards sim lim.. haha.. den find lynn's adaptor... cant find.. den find my game.. haha.. bought a random game.. hope it turns out to be the genre i am looking for.. tml den start playing.. haha.. den jiu go to lao pa sa(think spell wrong).. eat bbq things again.. haha.. den celebrate BK's belated bday.. den chat chat chat.. 1st time watching ppl eat cake with a chop stick.. its kind of interesting.. haha.. got this indian guy keep asking us to buy his tissure papers for 5 times sia.. was thinking does he noe tt he asked us for the 5th time liao.. and we rejected him for 5 times too.. got chat abt a lot of things.. things like games.. club things.. who and who together.. and some random stuff.. haha.. After tt jiu home sweet home.. but b4 tt.. we went to the toilet.. and took photos outside it.. haha... Oh ya.. we forget how to go to lao pa sa.. haha.. den slowly recall our way there.. yea.. tt is abt all lor..

Was surprised when BK said he was thinking of leaving the club.. coz it did not came across my mind tt BK will wan to leave the club.. STUN!

I TOTALLY DUNNO WAD MY TUTORIAL FOR XMLMS IS ABT!!! HAHA.. and i completed them by copy and pasting..

Today special.. got messages :

Boon Kin Kor : " thanks for turning up.. though it did not turn up as we planned to be.. Hope u enjoy urself.. "

Signing off,
Vincent..

As The Sch Starts...

lol.. yesterday sch started.. haha.. 1st day was like pathetic man.. Actually got 1 tutorial and 1 lab.. den as usual.. 1st tutorial will always be cancelled.. but went early to buy books.. Who in the world will noe tt i onli got one book to buy.. Super sadded like mad.. den waited for 12pm lesson.. wait wait wait.. Went for tt lesson.. Thought tt there will be lessons.. BUT!! it turns out tt the lesson was also cancelled.. DIAO!! den haf to rot till 6pm for one XV meeting.. 6PM LEH!!! 1230 -6 !!! 5.5HRS OF ROTTING!!! Lucky got Regina and Wei Shan (OGL) and Stella to accompany me.. haha.. we walk the whole sch one round and find suitable males for Regina and Stella.. no choice.. This is wad happen to someone who is extremely bored.. haha.. Oh ya.. and i passed to BK kor his present.. haha.. Finally 6pm.. haha.. meeting was another waste of time.. coz the ogls seems to noe everything.. den nvm.. end fast.. go and play bball.. haha.. Eugene say tt whoever is able to shoot in from half court.. he will do 100 push ups.. den we tried and tried and tried.. I was shooting air ball all the way.. den i see them run and throw like veri interesting.. so i also give it a try.. who knows.. my 1st try and it went in.. i was like OMG!! UNBELIEVEABLE!! den play a while more jiu go up liao.. i go see the ogls' discussion.. Then they suddenly come bombard me with qsns.. diao.. haha.. nvm.. den let them noe lor.. haha.. den jiu went to woodlands with tobias.. den jiu slowly home sweet home.. haha..

2nd DAY!! 3.5hrs inside lab.. haha.. studying abt Games Development.. haha.. 1hr lecture.. den 2.5 hrs lab.. The lab was horrible.. I TOTALLY FORGET ABT CPP.. diao.. somemore i get a B+ for tt module sia.. omg.. gonna recall every single shit tt was thrown to me man... cant return to teacher yet.. haha.. den vet the proposal.. another hell.. well as usual it was hell.. den waited for theodore to return.. den jiu home sweet home.. ahah.. well.. that is abt everything tt happen..

Lets await what will happen from Today(18.4.07) onwards.. haha..

Signing off,
Vincent

Chalet Maddness..

Okay.. Since i have to type this again.. i will do this the fastest way.. haha..

Back from a 4 day 3 night chalet.. 3 day 2 night exco chalet and a 2 day 1 night ogl chalet.. all combine together.. haha..

Day 1..
Went to Pasir Ris to meet up with Theodore and Gang.. Haha.. was there early.. so decided to replace my ez link card 1st.. IT COST 21 BUCKS TO REPLACE ONE EZ LINK CARD!!! muz be more careful next time liao.. kk.. done with my card replacement.. den went to meet them at white sand food court.. Theodore was vetting the XV proposal.. haha.. When tt is done.. we went to NTUC to get some Tibits.. THEODORE AND GAL OWN ME 4 BUCKS!! den went to wait for the bus to get us to Aloha Loyang.. haha.. Reach the taxi stand.. Saw a gal with mahjong paper.. den they realise tt they got a mahjong set.. but dun haf mahjong paper.. so was thinking whether to ask the gal can sell us anot.. haha.. in the end tt did not happen.. haha.. den we wait until we cant tahan anymore.. we took cab there.. haha.. Reach there and found out there was nth to do.. so dragged Yuan Ching out for a walk.. haha.. walk walk walk.. we decided to go and play aracde.. but when we reach there.. there was no game tt we wanted to play.. so we went to walk ard.. haha.. on our way back..Treated Yuan Ching "Ben N Jerry's".. haha.. den eat eat eat.. haha.. den back at the chalet.. haha.. Makan our dinner.. and have nth to do again.. Coz most of them was watching TV and few are playing mahjong.. Fir and gang are playing pokemon.. haha.. since i got nth to do.. i grab yuan ching out again.. Actually Yew King wanted to follow.. but he was having his dinner.. den cant join us.. Den we walk walk walk.. Saw "Ben N Jerry's".. Treat them ice cream.. haha.. Yuan Ching cant decide on which favour to get.. in the end anyhow choose.. den walk to Shop And Save.. haha.. Buy some tibits for them.. and den return to the chalet.. Back in the Chalet.. we watch a movie "Exorism of Emily Rose" haha.. was quite interesting and scary.. haha.. den half way through.. BK called.. den went out to fetch him.. haha.. since is kind of bored.. Ran out as fast as possible.. coz the road was dark and there was no ppl.. and its after a horror movie.. haha.. den reach Downtown East.. ahha.. walked one round.. and Saw him.. On the way back.. They called for SK warrior.. okay.. went to Shop N Save to get their stuff.. On our way back.. Eileen was abt to leave mac.. since we are somewhere near her.. muz as well take the car back.. haha.. den sit down and chat at mac.. till quite late.. haha.. den went back.. play chinese chess and mahjong.. den bored myself with nth to do.. BK, Hairul and Fir was playing some game.. den below everyone was slping.. haha..

Day 2..
Continue from day 1..
Saw Yuan Ching wake up.. den ask her wan to go and watch sun rise.. haha.. she say okay.. den ask me to ask bk.. as usual.. went to ask.. and waited.. haha.. Eugene woke up.. and den waited.. for time to pass.. haha.. den finally went out to see sun rise.. haha.. chatted a lot of crap and eat ruffles.. haha.. den walked back.. Breakfast wasnt ready.. hahah.. den play some games.. den waited.. haha.. BK fell aslp while waiting.. haha.. and not everyone is awake.. and Alvin Lee was complaining tt he shitted how many times.. haha.. i think total was 8.. if not wrong.. haha.. den makan hao breakfast.. BED SWEET BED!!! den woke up.. they wan to ride bike.. so follow along.. haha.. den Siew Hui called me.. ask me to go to sch for Pris bday thing.. haha.. den BK was asked for too.. haha.. den decide to ride our way back to sch.. ahha.. this is the birth of Godspeed.. Consist of Nasir, Yew King, Wen Sheng, Yuan Ching, Me And BK.. haha.. Cycling like hell and finally reach there.. haha.. we took 2hrs XX mins to get there.. haha.. was COOL MAN!!! den cycling back.. On the way back.. BK squash a snail and Wen Sheng fell down.. the journey back was easy road but longer.. haha.. 3hrs XX mins.. haha.. Back at the chalet.. They are celebrating BK bday.. coz the rest april babies had celebrated.. haha.. and there is a bbq.. haha.. eat eat eat.. chat chat chat.. den suddenly.. Nicky took out wine.. haha.. Drank it.. Think whole body turn RED!! den play mahjong.. den bath.. den sit down watch movie.. haha.. starting was funny.. den slowly it became bored.. den help Yuan Ching and Kimo's mother to clean up the place a bit.. SK warrior is veri efficient de.. haha.. den went to watch sun rise with yuan ching on bike..

Here have to apologise to BK.. "u look veri aslp to us.. tt why we did not call u along.. Sry.."

3rd n 4th day.
Continue from 2nd day.. coz did not slp..
Cycle to the end of Pasir Ris.. along the way.. we saw dead fishes and bird.. haha.. den was watching the sun rise and some shipyard i think.. haha.. cycle back.. xiao wei and jessica wan to go home liao.. den i waiting for breakfast.. haha.. den walk here and there.. take photo den nth to do liao.. makan breakfast.. watch tv den slp.. haha.. skip skip skip.. was slping halfway and some buggers come running into the room dunno do wad.. den piss off.. went out of the room and sit and the living room for a while.. den go next room slp.. haha.. slp slp slp.. wake up.. makan lunch.. den watch tv.. den do nth.. ahha.. den bath prepare for ogl chalet.. haha..

OGL chalet.. reach there.. rain like hell.. haha.. they starting fire.. haha.. den 7pm.. went to airport.. to fetch Ah Pek and gang.. Ah Pek WEAR SINGLET TO AIRPORT!!! ahah.. return to chalet.. most of the excos are leaving liao.. den BK was unsure of staying or home sweet home.. in the end is stay.. haha.. den play play play.. BK and i bring Desmond and gal to Shop N Save to get some drinks.. den play again.. until someone got drunk.. haha.. den interesting.. 3ppl got drunk.. o.O Yew King and Nasir join us at 10 plus... haha.. den sit down chat walk ard do nth until 6am.. Brought Siew Hui, Xue Ting, Joyce and another gal(forget name) to watch Sun rise.. stupid cloud.. block the sun.. den walk back.. den chat sit wait and do nth.. haha.. someone was recording ppl's snore.. haha.. interesting.. den finally home sweet home.. haha..

there is abt all.. now back to wad i am doing.. haha.. The Thing..

Signing off,
Vincent

ANNOUNCEMENT!!

I juz thought of this and feel like putting this up..

After so many events in the club.. i found out sth veri important..

THE PPL KEEPING ALL THE PHOTOS ARE THE MOST PATHETIC PPL IN THE CLUB!!! Ppl dun chat with u during normal days.. but whenever after an event.. everyone who u did not chat with will come and ask u for photos.. and once u send them.. they wont care abt u until after the next event..

PHOTOS KEEPERS ARENT INVITED TO ANY OUTINGS!!! They are like a booth which onli opens after an event.. and close during normal days.. COME ON LAR!! WE ARE ALSO HUMANS K!! U ALL HAF OUTING!! WHY CANT JUZ ASK US ALONG!! Are we so scary??

NVM!! I noe the best solution for this.. Since we are always outcasted.. we wont be sending any more photos to anyone else.. The booth will be CLOSED even after an event.. BEST WAY TO SOLVE EVERYTHING!!!

Orientation OVER!!!

Finally orientation is over again.. haha.. after everything.. while walking home.. i recall and think abt why i come and stay on for the orientation.. AT last, i noe the answer..

Despite ppl ingoring me and all.. there is still a veri SMALL grp of ppl tt did not left me out.. and i think i am grateful to them.. they are the ones tt make my day there.. and another reason is i am there coz i wan to make friends with the ogls.. bond with them and noe them better..

yupz.. that is the happy part.. NOW THE ANGER MANAGEMENT TIME!!

Ppl keep asking me to take pic for them.. yes.. i noe i like to take pic of ppl.. and their requests are like non-stop.. nvm.. i can take for them.. BUT!! they take take take.. den in the end.. i did not take with most of them.. WAD ON EARTH AM I FOR!! take pics onli.. den wad.. nth else.. i am juz a cameraman and all i haf to do is to take pics.. wad sia.. i also wan to take some pics with some ppl de leh.. not tt i dun haf ppl to take pics with..

Aiya.. dun feel like saying liao lar.. coz i noe as usual i am being outcasted again.. think the weekends they are going out.. which does not include me.. but i think i am so call use to it liao.. its been 3 weeks like this liao.. still got 1 last week and tt it.. i am free.. can go and study like hell.. maybe go find some other ppl also can.. haha..

ALL ALONE!!

harlow again.. nowadays everyday got update.. haha..

Today was fun.. Go on stage and perform.. haha.. nobody can recognise who is the small little boy.. haha.. actually is me lar.. haha.. was having lots of fun.. okay.. i think tt all abt the fun part.. On stage acting..

Now is sad part.. SERIOUSLY!!! today i did not take a single shit pic with anyone lor.. Everyone juz ask me to help them take pic.. but none ask me to take pic with.. SUPER DEMORALISING!! Actually have already mental prepared liao.. Coz as i said b4.. the way they treat me.. is like an invisible guy.. I was alone again.. Doing nth but transferring pics.. Actually was veri happy with few ppl lar.. coz they are the ones who make me happy when i was there.. The rest are juz craps..

Aiya.. super sianz of this club liao lar.. everyday ask me go back.. den throw me one side to do nth.. wasted my holiday like hell lor.. but left onli 3 more days.. haha.. tahan a while can liao.. den is my holiday.. den sch start.. den sianz.. haha.. omg.. so fast..

Message.. NO MSG.. MONEYLESS!!!

ANGER, FUSTRATIONS!!

Hello.. welcome back again.. haha.. finally i got some thing to say.. and is a lot of things.. dunno will ppl read anot.. but heck care..

1st is my department de ppl.. seriously.. i dunno why they put so many seniors in charge of a small department.. but this one nvm.. den one of them say we haf the same amount of share when making decision.. but up till today.. i still dun see this freaking idoit doing tt.. Everytime, she make her own decision and did not even bother to update or tell us.. until we haf to go and ask our department ppl.. does this call work together??

Next.. okay.. i dunno is i think too much or wad.. but this is how i feel.. i am given a department to handle.. i tried my very best to handle it.. but i think tt the top 2 are doubting my abilities.. they qsn me in things we have not do.. and they step in to help in the proposal.. i noe tt they are in a rush.. but shouldn't we handle it 1st.. and not them stepping in to help.. seriously.. this prove a lot of things.. they dun believe tt i can do the job.. or they are juz scared tt i will ruin everything.. And they even ask my ICs to pass the proposal straight to them.. WAT THE FUCK LOR!!! Yes! we are slow.. but dun need to skip us right.. like tt how we feel.. unable to complete the task on time?? HEY!! THINK B4 U DO STH!!! if u dun trust us.. den why do u put us in charge of tt department in the 1st place??

Next.. everyday i saw my other excos who are in charge of diplomas are veri busy.. and they get together to discuss sth important.. get to discuss things with their ICs.. but for my department.. i dun see this.. i onli see is tt my ICs come up to my fellow excos and ask certain things and some fucking idoit will make the decision.. and the rest of us will have nth to do.. i wan a place tt i can realli prove my capabilites.. i noe tt i can lead and do my job.. but in this department.. with some idoits ard.. i wasnt able to.. seriously.. i admire the diplomas coordinators and advisors..

Next.. CAN SOME PPL JUZ MIND HER OWN BUSINESS!!! i dunno why she like to interrupt with things tt does not concerns abt her.. giving her own comments and rejecting things tt dun even need her to be in it.. seriously.. one day if i blow up.. i think i will juz walk over to her and gif her a tight slap in her face and tell her to mind her own business and walk off.. i will do it.. currently trying my best to bear with everything.. seen its ending soon..

Next.. seriously.. i think tt the excos dun haf the respect of each other.. yesterday, when someone is angry.. and left the room with a remark.. they juz simply laugh at the remark tt person make.. and dun gif a shit abt him/her being angry.. den i was down there like wad the hell.. den left.. come on lar.. wad is this lor.. ppl is angry here and u guys juz laugh at the remark made?? one more point.. ppl keep asking me to come back to the club.. i went back.. and the treatment i get is like hell.. ppl dun even bother asking me to join them for lunch.. i sat one corner no one even bother to come over and chat with me.. when other ppl sat at one corner.. they will automatically go over and chat with him/her or even look at wad the person is doing.. When they are hungry or wan to go out, they will ask few ppl to join them.. all this does not include me inside.. i was like an invisible being down there.. but they noe tt the space i was at is taken.. i haf to add this line.. This is shooting the majority.. and does not include some ppl.. i think u will noe who u are..

Lastly.. my wallet decided to go on an journey without me.. the good thing is tt nth important is inside.. but the worst thing is tt the wallet is given to me by Kor kor, Wei Seng Kor and ggy.. its the 1st gift i receive from them and its with me for more than 1 year liao.. got feeling de lor.. i realli wish tt i could find it asap.. appear in a place where i wont even thing abt.. and this is the second time liao..

Dear wallet, if u are reading this.. pls return to me asap.. u are holding on to my things and u are veri important to me.. i noe u are a bit torn.. but i still like the way u are.. so return to me asap.. (i think i am mad)..

Lazy to type msg liao.. haha.. so is another no msg day..