ANGER, FUSTRATIONS!!

Hello.. welcome back again.. haha.. finally i got some thing to say.. and is a lot of things.. dunno will ppl read anot.. but heck care..

1st is my department de ppl.. seriously.. i dunno why they put so many seniors in charge of a small department.. but this one nvm.. den one of them say we haf the same amount of share when making decision.. but up till today.. i still dun see this freaking idoit doing tt.. Everytime, she make her own decision and did not even bother to update or tell us.. until we haf to go and ask our department ppl.. does this call work together??

Next.. okay.. i dunno is i think too much or wad.. but this is how i feel.. i am given a department to handle.. i tried my very best to handle it.. but i think tt the top 2 are doubting my abilities.. they qsn me in things we have not do.. and they step in to help in the proposal.. i noe tt they are in a rush.. but shouldn't we handle it 1st.. and not them stepping in to help.. seriously.. this prove a lot of things.. they dun believe tt i can do the job.. or they are juz scared tt i will ruin everything.. And they even ask my ICs to pass the proposal straight to them.. WAT THE FUCK LOR!!! Yes! we are slow.. but dun need to skip us right.. like tt how we feel.. unable to complete the task on time?? HEY!! THINK B4 U DO STH!!! if u dun trust us.. den why do u put us in charge of tt department in the 1st place??

Next.. everyday i saw my other excos who are in charge of diplomas are veri busy.. and they get together to discuss sth important.. get to discuss things with their ICs.. but for my department.. i dun see this.. i onli see is tt my ICs come up to my fellow excos and ask certain things and some fucking idoit will make the decision.. and the rest of us will have nth to do.. i wan a place tt i can realli prove my capabilites.. i noe tt i can lead and do my job.. but in this department.. with some idoits ard.. i wasnt able to.. seriously.. i admire the diplomas coordinators and advisors..

Next.. CAN SOME PPL JUZ MIND HER OWN BUSINESS!!! i dunno why she like to interrupt with things tt does not concerns abt her.. giving her own comments and rejecting things tt dun even need her to be in it.. seriously.. one day if i blow up.. i think i will juz walk over to her and gif her a tight slap in her face and tell her to mind her own business and walk off.. i will do it.. currently trying my best to bear with everything.. seen its ending soon..

Next.. seriously.. i think tt the excos dun haf the respect of each other.. yesterday, when someone is angry.. and left the room with a remark.. they juz simply laugh at the remark tt person make.. and dun gif a shit abt him/her being angry.. den i was down there like wad the hell.. den left.. come on lar.. wad is this lor.. ppl is angry here and u guys juz laugh at the remark made?? one more point.. ppl keep asking me to come back to the club.. i went back.. and the treatment i get is like hell.. ppl dun even bother asking me to join them for lunch.. i sat one corner no one even bother to come over and chat with me.. when other ppl sat at one corner.. they will automatically go over and chat with him/her or even look at wad the person is doing.. When they are hungry or wan to go out, they will ask few ppl to join them.. all this does not include me inside.. i was like an invisible being down there.. but they noe tt the space i was at is taken.. i haf to add this line.. This is shooting the majority.. and does not include some ppl.. i think u will noe who u are..

Lastly.. my wallet decided to go on an journey without me.. the good thing is tt nth important is inside.. but the worst thing is tt the wallet is given to me by Kor kor, Wei Seng Kor and ggy.. its the 1st gift i receive from them and its with me for more than 1 year liao.. got feeling de lor.. i realli wish tt i could find it asap.. appear in a place where i wont even thing abt.. and this is the second time liao..

Dear wallet, if u are reading this.. pls return to me asap.. u are holding on to my things and u are veri important to me.. i noe u are a bit torn.. but i still like the way u are.. so return to me asap.. (i think i am mad)..

Lazy to type msg liao.. haha.. so is another no msg day..