Phat Nite is over le.. Which also means the last and final event gone.. Even though clubbing is not my kind of thing, i should say it is great.. That is all i can say for the event.. lol.. now abt the club...
Since not many excos will be reading this, so i can pour every single thing out..
Okay, i noe tt 4 months is kind of short of things to change.. But i tried my best to fit in to the ppl.. Every single thing i could do, i gave it a shot.. But the results seems to not the way i wanted.. Time after time saddness will take over me, and i will do things to make the "pain" go away.. Be it blasting music into my ear, scratching myself with my finger nails leaving marks on them, or the newest.. pouring hot water on to my now-heat-resist legs.. To make things even worst, AGM is in a months time.. This is the time when ppl start to remember the memories they have in the club.. But for me, i think i could remember is the time i failed to fit in..
In conclusion, I DONT BELONG THERE.. I could never ever fit in the club.. ppl will never come and look for me when they need accompany.. Anyway.. To the Excos, Thanks.. for sth i dunno..
Today receive good news.. That the nightmare is going to reach its ending point.. GOing to celebrate soon... wahaha. But there is one more thing.. During this nightmare, could not realli study for test.. And today i have the most shocked in my life.. 2 test in a row.. G Dev i think i will not be able to make it.. but hopefully i could pass.. Com G i believe tt i could make it.. hee hee.. Should stop here..
Signing off,
Vincent
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